x Fem Reader
Requested by @maariyah7438
After Casita is rebuilt
R/n = Random/name
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[From the start, Y/n had always been aware of her love for Dolores. It was undeniable with how much she adored her; she always noticed the little things about her. From how beautiful and round her eyes are, how curly her hair is and how it moves when the wind blows, and how she usually spoke in a whisper, soothing and gentle. Y/n never took a single moment with her for granted, especially when she thought the girl was in love with another. Being in love with someone who could hear everything meant she had to hide it well. Y/n had learned to control her heartbeat around her and stop herself from showing any signs of being flustered, such as her breath catching. But the more her feelings matured, the easier it came to her. In fact, it just became second nature to her now.
DOLORES
And if you just heard the way he proposed to her.
[Dolores speaks with a loving tone, intertwining her fingers as she remembers what she heard. Y/n smiles as she rolls her eyes at her]
Y/N
Such a hopeless romantic.
[She teased. Dolores was always one to dream about the man of her dreams professing his love to her. She wouldn't even hold back as she told Y/n about her dream wedding, and how many kids she'd want. She holds her hand as she kneels, looking up at her with her beautiful doe eyes while she bats her eyelashes]
DOLORES
I never thought I'd find such a love so beautiful. And I don't ever want to lose what we have, so will you give me yours forever? Be my wife, Amor...
[She says then squeals quietly, pulling Y/n into her arms as she spins her]
Y/N
I do. [She says when Dolores comes to stop, looking into her eyes with a playful grin sitting on her lips. Y/n pushes her left hand closer to the girl, her other hand on her hip as she raises an eyebrow] Now where's my ring?
[Dolores laughs and moves away, grabbing a piece of paper from the pile sitting on her desk before getting seated. As Y/n moved closer to watch her, she abruptly stands up. Holding Y/n by the shoulders, she pushes her until the back of her knees hit her bed, making her sit down]
DOLORES
No peeking. [Y/n let out a snort as Dolores had her back to her, watching her with an amused smile. After waiting in silence for a few minutes, she stands up, walking towards the other girl with a paper heart ring in her hand. Taking care of Antonio had its perks, the kid liked doing several things, arts and crafts were one of them] Tada! I've had some practice. I hope this will do for now, Hermosa.
[She says then takes Y/n's left hand in hers, slipping the ring into her finger. Unable to stop a smile from forming on her face, Y/n wipes an invisible tear]
Y/N
Don't worry Dol, I'd marry you with paper rings.
[This kind of playful banter was frequent between the two of them. To Y/n, it always filled her with joy but assumed it didn't mean anything to Dolores, so she wasn't aware that Dolores would always be flustered with conversations like these. Y/n didn't know how much longer she could keep up the cycle. Just like her, she wanted to fall in love with someone who could return her love. It just hurts to watch her 'fawn' over a man who was already taken. She deserved proper love, one that didn't need to be questioned. Dolores deserved the world. But a part of her also knew she couldn't stop loving her. The only person Y/n's heart had called for was Dolores]
