today was just one of those days that eden wished she could sleep through, nothing particularly bad had happened but everyone gets those days where you don't feel well enough to do anything all day, and everything seems to annoy you, loud noises are insufferable yet you cant bare the complete silence, you don't like the company of other people yet you don't like being alone. eden was having a very contradictive day, she wasn't fond of it and the stress of having to tell karl about 'it' wasn't really helping with her stress.
all eden wanted to do today was sleep, but unfortunately she had to go to the warehouse to be in a video for jimmy, and she was told to pack a going away bag seeing as they would be there a week or even longer, but at least they would be staying in a trailer rather than on the floor like all of the contestants that jimmy had flown out.
there was over a hundred of them in total, eden wasn't actually entirely sure what they were doing for the video, she had to miss the last meeting for her treatment, all she knows is that there's a massive circle spray painted into the grass.
originally eden had been quite nervous about coming in to be in the video, as the boys walk faster than any normal human being should, they're all really energetic all of the time and her knew that she would most likely not be able to keep up with them, but now, she had nothing really to worry about, after telling Chris about her tricky predicament, upon hearing that she wasn't planning to tell anybody else any time soon he had practically forced her to tell jimmy, at least then she could sit down or rest whenever stuff gets too much for her.
and that's exactly what eden was doing currently, she had been doing well so far in the day, she had walked around the circle and spoken to its one hundred occupants, it turns out they were doing last to leave, eden had even gone and rode around on her scooter with karl, but now she was tired out and in slight amount of pain.
eden didn't want to ruin the video if she wasn't energetic enough, she didn't want them to have to reshoot anything. so she sat alone and just simply watched everybody else do their own stuff.
it was only then did she get a nosebleed, and it wasn't one of those tiny pathetic ones that nothing comes out of it, her nose was practically pouring blood, it was going everywhere, her hand, her shirt, her trousers, heck it had even gotten in parts of her hair, and it was still going, she wondered how much blood she was losing.
nobody had seemed to notice eden rush out of the room but karl and as the caring guy he is he followed her, cringing at the trail of blood droplets she had left to the kitchen, if he wasn't worried about her he would've made some stupid joke about hansel and Gretel.
when karl actually made it into the kitchen all he saw was eden holding a mass amount of kitchen roll over her nose, and seeing what a bad job she was doing of it he decided to help her out abit.
he had been helping her in silence for about ten minutes now before he finally spoke up "this is bad" karl pointed at, genuinely worried about her, eden only hummed in response, too preoccupied with holding a bag of frozen peas that were wrapped in a tea towel on top of her nose.
and eventually everything they seemed to be doing had worked, now they decided to try and find cleaning supplies in order to fix the mess that eden had unintentially made.
eventually after a long such they found some wipes and a mop, and immediately eden called the mop.
"I wonder why that nosebleed was so bad" karl thought aloud, just as eden finished mopping the last few drops of her nose blood.
She couldn't even remember the last time she had suffered a nose bleed, it must have been years ago, she knows it used to be quite often when she was a kid, in school she had once many many years ago she was once known as nosebleed girl, different nouns could usually be added to the end ti replace 'girl', usually it would end up being nosebleed freak or something along those lines.
they weren't very creative, all she knew was that they definitely didn't like her. She was probably the most hated girl in their school, but eden was the one laughing now, well not really she didn't hold it against them, she didn't like holding grudges.
But they seemed to like her now that she had 'fame' and 'money', she had even gotten a few messages from some of her old classmates, it was nice to see she wasn't hated anymore, she hadn't actually replied though, she knew they only wanted her for the 'fame'.
"I'm not sure" eden replied to karl, but she had a guilty look on her face and karl knew that look he had seen it before and he could recognise it anywhere.
"Why do you look so guilty?" He questioned, nervously chuckling, wondering what could possibly be wrong with her.
That was a question that eden had been dreading telling him the answer to. But now she had to, she didn't really have an option, she just hopes he understands her reasoning for not telling him and she really hopes he's not mad at her.
This bad day was about to get a whole lot worse.
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Gone! ~ Dsmp
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