Wondrous Journey (completed)

5

He followed me through the house and back into our bedroom. 

"will you stop?" he asked as he watched me bustle about 

"why?" I asked

"cause I wanna talk to you" he says before he walks up and grabs me

"let go" I tell him 

"will you stop messing with shit and talk with me?" he asked

"fine," I say

he lets me go and I stand there taking in what I could see.

"you are seriously standing here in someone's blood caked up on you and dried on your clothes?" I asked

"I was gonna get cleaned up and dispose of the clothes but I walked in right as I saw you in the bathroom," he says

"go get cleaned up." I tell him

"no I wanna talk," he says

"I can't talk to you when you're looking like this Nestor," I tell him as I made a gesture with my hands showing an indication of what I was meaning.

"fine. I'll get cleaned up and rid of these clothes but we are gonna talk" he says

"fine," I say as I go and sit on the bed.

While he was in the shower I went and made sure Gunner was let out before I filled up his bowls and headed back into the bedroom right as Nestor walked out in a towel with a trash bag in his hands.

I watched him leave the room before I heard the sound of a door opening and closing.

after I washed my hands I sat on the bed and rolled my eyes at the whole concept of him tossing the trash in nothing but a fucking towel.

I heard Gunner moving about with Nestor before Nestor told him something and the sounds of Gunner's paws on the floor stopped. only for the sounds of Nestor's footsteps took over.

I laid back on the bed and sighed.

"alright lets talk" Nester says as he closed the door.

"about what?" I asked

"what just happened before I showered" he says

"there isn't more to discuss. I said what was needed or well what I wanted to say" I tell him

"and that's it then?" he asked

"what else is to be said?" I asked

"sit up and look at me" he says

I reluctantly did just that.

"I'm sorry for not calling you or at least letting you know that I was gonna be unreachable for a while. I'm sorry that I wasn't here to help you when they had that little show for some ganza. I don't love my job more than you." he says

"I never said you did" I tell him

"how you talked implied just that" he says

"well you know it feels like that some times" I confessed

He walked over to me and stood right before me knowing I'd be able to see him as he lifted my head up.

"I didn't want that to ever happen. and I'm sorry it had. it's never been my intention of making that feeling appear" he says

"I get that there are things you and I cant control. and that sometimes I'm to much or whiny. but you are someone that I've longed to have in my life. and just the damn  thought of losing you scares the fire outta me" I tell him

He caressed my cheek before he leaned down and kissed me.

"if I have anything to do with it niña, I'm never gonna leave you" he says 

I just looked at him not saying a word.

"There isn't a second that goes by that I don't think of you, worry about you. or just wonder what it is you are doing. I'm helplessly in love with you Cate. I know that what I do worries you every time I step foot out that door. and things get worse when I do as I had for two in half weeks by not warning you that I'd be unreachable while working. and I'm sorry for that.  i should've done better but I cant go back and fix my fuck up. I can only make up for what I did" he says

"How?" I asked

He smirked before he dropped his hands and started tugging on my shirt.

I got the hint and lifted my arms up over my head allowing him to strip me. 

Once he had me bare I removed the towel and started kissing him.

"I'm gonna make love to you" he finally answered before he started kissing me.

 I crawled up in the bed right as he craweled over me not daring to break the kiss.

Laid down as he toyed with my body and awaked the hunger for him.

I moaned when he started rubbing and playing with my pussy.

"I can only hope you'll accept my apology for my mistake, and know that if I had the chance I'd never would've been gone when you needed me," he says

"I do forgive you Nes. and I'm sorry for being a bitch knowing half the time Miguel has you doing shit and you don't get time to shot a text or anything" I tell him

"you're not being a bitch. and I never thought that. I understand where you are coming from so you have no reason to apologize" he says before he moves his hand and slipps right inside of me.

I closed my eyes for a short second before I opened the again and looked right into Nestors dark brown eyes that seemed to get much darker to the point they was almost black.

Nothing else needed to be said as he made love to me.