Stuck in a constant loop of the same feelings, the same emotions can be exhausting and draining.
But I would rather feel everything than nothing at all. I used to grudge being so emotional, but now I'm grateful for my open heart.
My soul is old and fragile, not made for this cruel world. It is a curse but it is also a blessing I am grateful for.
It means this cold world has not tainted me yet. Perhaps it never will.
And I'm okay with that.