I Hear Your Heart Cry for Love (Nathan Sykes Fan Fiction)

Chapter 17

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Angie's POV
Its been a tough couple of weeks...for all of us. Nathan has turned himself into a man-whore. I think he has brought home more girls in the past couple of weeks than I have been friends with. Nic on the other hand has gotten back to her nightmares every night stage. I have volunteered many times to fly back to New York and leave the boys but she told me it would be worse. On certain days we would just text on the phone because she said she didn't look good enough to Skype with me. There was absolutely no talking reason into Nathan or Nic. They would not talk to each other no matter what me and the guys said to them.

“You know Nic Maybe you should talk to Nathan about what is going on,” I said one day over Skype.
“Why so he can yell at me and call me a user,” Nic would say coldly.
“You know if you talk about your problems-”
“Angie I don’t want to talk to him. I don’t know what I did. But he’s mad at me.”
“You’re going to have to talk to him eventually.”
“Yeah but not today.”

That conversation happened more times than you can imagine. Next time turned into never. That was the basic conversation with Nic. It was pretty much the same thing with Nathan.

“Nathan you have to talk to her. She’s depressed,” I said one day.
“Oh really depressed over me?” He said pointing to himself. “Oh she’s got that other guy to kiss now. Why do I matter?”
“Nathan I doubt she would go back to a prick like that. I know Nic and-”
“Maybe this is a different Nic than the one you thought you knew in high school.”
“Nathan she hasn’t changed. Go fix your problem and talk to her.”
Nathan walked away every time I tried to have a conversation about Nic to him.

On days where she would lock herself in her room I had to have Derek go over to make sure that she didn’t do something drastic to herself. Derek would tell me the same story, she’s fine she just cried a lot. Ever since we started working for Derek, he has treated us very well. Almost like we were his sisters, anytime something bad would happen to one of us he’d be there to fix it. He was always the guy we went to for our problems. Some things I told him I never told my parents.
   I did have to ask her about the picture of her and Greg kissing appearing in the trashy gossip magazines. I needed to know that she was telling the truth and had no idea what Nathan was so mad at her. I had no idea how to bring the situation up lightly so I flat out asked her about it during the second week while we were talking on Skype. Worst decision of my life.

"You know the reason Nath is really mad at you right?" I asked Nic gently.
"Oh course I do Angie that's why I cry everyday," Nic answered.
I got up and went over to the table and looked around for a magazine. I didn’t see any. I noticed that Tom was reading the one I needed. I went over and grabbed it out of his hands.
“Oy,” he said with a sour face. “I was reading that.”
“Read my lips. I. Need. This.” I said pausing after every word.
“You…You,” he stumbled.
“Don’t you start with me Tom. I’m not in the mood for one of your tantrums.”
I sat down and showed her the picture in the camera so that that was all she saw. 

“Oh my God,” she said. “This is my entire fault…,” she then went into some weird mumbling that I could not understand. Then she quickly snapped out of it and said, “I have to go.”
Before I could say anything else the computer went black. "God Damn it," I said hitting my fist on the counter. I turned the chair around to see Max, Jay, Siva, and Tom looking at me. Now be minded that I never curse unless I’m really mad about something.
"And what the hell do you people want," I said looking at each of them. 
They all put their heads down except for Max who came over and stood beside me. He placed his hand on my shoulder. 
"Don't touch me," I said pulling his hand off me.
"Ang," he started to say. 
"Don't call me that. Nic was the only one who can."
"OK Angie. You need to give her time. You can't expect her to get over something like this quickly."
“Max I‘m afraid…I’m afraid if I give her too much time I’ll be to late,” I said trying not to cry.
“I know,” Max said squeezing my shoulder. “But that’s a drastic situation. She’ll never end up there.”
Somehow I could tell that Max was lying to me. “Max it’s different this time though. She actually trusted Nathan and she feels like she betrayed him. It wasn’t her fault. It never was. This is like the same thing over and over again. I don’t know how much more she can take of these guys constantly being unfaithful to her.”
“I think she’ll snap out of it. She always does.”
Max walked back to the couch and sat down. Jay, Siva, and Tom still were looking at me.

I called Derek on his cell phone and told him want happened.
“Don’t worry,” he said. “I’ll be there in ten. Oh and Angie are you the one that’s ok?” “Dude…Dude worry about Nic not me. I’m fine,” I said as I shut the phone closed.

I heard the front door open just a crack and the devil himself walked in with a very big smile on his face. I couldn’t control myself I felt my hand shaking and tried to ignore it. But I couldn’t and lashed out on him.
I got up right in his face and started screaming at him “YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH DID YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID. I CAN’T BELIEVE IT HAPPENED AGAIN. YOU MEN ALL OF YOU. YOU TAKE WHAT YOU WANT FROM A GIRL AND THEN TELL HER YOU LOVE HER. AND THEN GUESS WHAT YOU DO. YOU LEAVE HER. THAT’S WHY I DON’T HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND. ALL OF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ONE THING SEX. AND ALL OF YOU ARE PERVES. YOU ARE ANIMALS ALL OF YOU.” I then kicked Nathan where it hurts and punched him in the face.
Max and Tom had to hold me back from doing anymore damage while Siva and Jay stood there with their mouths open. “Come on. Let me at him. I’m not finished with him yet,” I said trying to break free of Tom and Max.
“Love. You need to calm down,” Max said in a soothing tone.
I listened and my breathing slowly became normal again. I do not feel sorry for what I did to Nathan. Not in the least. He needed to be taught a lesson and hopefully he will not be doing this again to any girl.

After that little incident minutes turned into hours, hours turned into days and days turned into weeks. Days went by without a text, call, or even a Skype from Nic. I got worried. Like the kind of worry that mothers have when a child doesn’t return home from the play date they went to hours before. Nathan basically avoided me. I think he knew better than to cross me when I was still pissed off.

Derek called me frantically in the middle of the night. The guys were trying to get me to do something fun. We were watching a movie and I had fallen asleep on the couch. I was half asleep when Max poked me in the stomach.
“Sleeping Beauty your phones ringing,” he said.
I picked up the phone. “Hello? I said barely awake.
“Angie…It’s Nic…I mean it’s Derek but about Nic,” Derek said frantically.
“What about Nic?” I said suddenly becoming wide awake.
“She’s in the hospital. She stopped eating…stopped talking…and just was sitting in the corner doing nothing all day. For her own sake I carried her into the hospital against her will and checked her in I was afraid of what was coming next,” Derek said rather quick.
“Ok. I’ll be on the next flight home. Do not leave her side.”

I got up without even thinking and went to my room and threw some clothes in a suitcase. The boys were asking me questions but they seemed so distant I couldn’t hear them.
“Angela DuBois,” Max said turning me around to face him. “Look at me! What is going on.”
“You were wrong Max. Things did get worse,” I said seriously.
“Oh my god. She didn’t…she couldn’t have…”
I shook my head, “Derek took her to the hospital back home I need to leave and get out of here.”
“Angie we’ll come too,” Max said.

Again the voices became distance as I walked out the door haled a cab and went to the airport hoping to get a flight back to the states. I know what I needed to do.