Broken

chapter2

*chapter 2*

I get to my apartment and go to bed. As soon as I close my eyes I hear some one banging on my door.

"oh shit, who would be at my door at two in the morning"

I close my eyes and pray its a mistake and they are looking for some one else. I am to scared to open the door or make any kind of sound at all. The first person that would come look for me is Seth.

He always told me if I left him and his crew it would be by death.

That was the only thing that came to mind. I was terrified by that fact if it was him.

I look around to find a way out other than the front door. I see nothing but my window by my bathroom .

I decided right there and then if it came to it I would jump before I would let him kill me or worse take me back to that horrible life.

I duck by my bed and lay still,finally after two or three hours they left who ever they were.

I fall back a sleep when my alarm goes off , I feel dead on my feet tired and really don't feel like looking for a job. I drag myself up knowing what I have to do.

just as I get out of the shower and get dressed my phone rings."um,hello is the miss.Elana Jergans,"

"yes this is she can I help you?"

"yes you came in yesterday and talked to my girl Roxy and she said you needed a job "

"I do really bad but can I ask what I would be doing"

"sure,you would be pouring and mixing drinks and sometimes if I have a call in you would dance for an hour or so"

"oh I'm good with drinks but did not want the life of a dancer "

"why not if you don't mind me asking?"

"well how to say this ,I had a abusive boyfriend and he made me strip for him and his crew all the time.which I hated by the way."

"oh I'm so sorry I had no ideal that happen I thought you were just scared because some girls are scared but after one time they love it."

"I appreciate the offer and if it just included pouring and mixing drinks I would love it."

"hold on give me a minute if you just bar tend would you take my offer"

"yes I would I really need it pretty bad."

I feel like to a happy dance right now and shouting from my roof top "I got a job"

I rethink the shouting and instead go out to find some fun. I pull out my bag and check to see how much if any money left.

I find three dollars in quarters but nothing more then that.

I sigh then change clothes wandering what would three dollars will get me in California.

I walk down the stairs of my apartment then walk down the street. I'm feeling good and looking at my phone then plop I walk right in to something hard, or some one hard should I say.

I look up and in complete ah and total shock at how sexy this guy is .

I just set there on the ground looking dumb.

I start to feel really dumb so I smile and hope for the best.

he leans down and helps me up.

"Hi, I'm Justin , are you ok."

"um I think so"

"and i am Elana "

"nice to meet you Elana "

"nice to meet you to but I need to be going"

I turn around to leave but have know ideal where I am going.

Before I get to far away I hear my name.

"hey Lana, can I get your number"

"its Elana and can I ask why, your not suing me for walking in to you are you?."

He started laughing at me

"No suing unless you want me to.I thought we could hang out sometime is all"

"ok sorry just new to this place and every one here has more money then me so just don't need anymore bad luck."

"your very funny"

"thinks "

I give him my number then remember I was celebrating my new job.

I walk to get some coffee instead and just go back to my apartment .

I wake the next morning and realize my day has just begun and I have to be at work in three hours.

I jump in the shower and get dressed in something cute but not showing to much, don't want the wrong impression.

I eat some toast and call a person I have not talked to in for ever my mom.

I dial the number but I pause before I hit send. hoping she will answer my call.

she might think I'm with Seth then I know she would ignore me.

I'll let it ring a few times before hanging up. I tell myself I will try again later but knowing I probably won't.

I love my mom but I have not talked to her in so long. I truly do believe she will never accept a call from me.

Seth really did tick her off pretty bad when he made me leave my mom's house and he called her a stupid bitch .

I regret that day leaving with him and hope to not ever make the same mistake twice.

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Hope you like it sorry its not longer just a lot going on this week.