Broken

chapter 21

chapter 21

~5years later~

"Mommy !Mommy! can we go visit daddy."

"Sure sweet heart,I need to put some new flowers and aunt Meg. wants to see you."

"Okay mommy lets go"

"Just a minute"

It late September and it getting cooler and I still feel like it harder and harder to visit his grave.I help Emily get in the car and buckle then open my car door and set down.

I call up Megan and see if she is home.

"Hey girl what are you doing?"

"oh Emily wants to go to the Cemetery to see Justin's grave ."

"Oh how are you with everything ?are you still taking your meds ."

"still taking them"

I look behind me in the mirror and see Emily just singing along to the radio and see Justin in her more and more every day.

"You know he would have been so happy to know she is his"

"I know and I tell him every time I am there."

"Are you coming over I have someone I would like for you to meet?"

"Yeah we are afterward but I am not ready to meet anyone Megan."

"You know he would not want you to be miserable and alone for the rest of your life.Its been five years and you have to put it together for Emily and yourself".

"I will but not right now"

"Well still come over and lets have lunch .I miss my little pumpkin."

"She misses you to."

"okay well just come over when your done."

"okay I will"

We arrive at the Cemetery and  as we walk a little closer to Justin's grave I look down at my baby girl and realize how much my life has changed and for the better not the worst. I lost the love of my life but came out with the best present from him.

She looks just like her daddy and I only wished he could have known she was his before he died. He would have loved her so much.

"Mommy "she says as we step in front of his tomb stone and she brings me out of my thoughts and ask the one question I wonder every day. "mommy can daddy see us?" it breaks my heart and I try to hide my tears but they come to fast and I look away and wipe my face then turn back to my baby.

"I hope so,that way daddy can see how big you are." she just smiles and I drift back to the first time I met him and his smile and I laugh at her because she makes a silly face at me.

Then she leans down and kisses his picture on the tombstone and says I love you daddy .I wrap my arms around her and we walk back to the car and head over to Megan's house.

I pull up in Megan's drive way and we walk in side .Baby girl runs to see aunt Meg.and well I walk to a room I've not been in a long time and I open the door and see pictures of me and Justin and all his stuff is still in its same place .

I know its been five years but to be in this room feels so good and I hear some one walk in ."Hi you must be Elana" and he sounds so much like Justin it almost hurts .

"Thats me"

"I'm Luke,Megan and Justin's younger brother."

"why have I not ever met you ?"

"Well I was away at school and none of us was close till after we lost Justin." he says the last part almost a whisper .

"Oh"

I pick up a picture and walk in the living room and go see Megan.

"Hey girl ,I'm glad you made it,and I see you met Luke."

"yeah I did." I give her a sad smile .

"okay, what's wrong?"

"I guess today is a little more then I can handle and hearing Luke's voice it made me almost think I had Justin back."

"Girl I know you loved my brother and he loved you but its been five years and you have to move on."

"I can't. I feel like I'm giving up and letting him go to fast."

"Look ,Justin would not want you to be this hurt. He loved you to much and he would want you to live life."

"I know that, it just hurts."

I look behind me and my angle playing with Luke and he is swinging her and she is laughing.

I know then that she deserves a man in her life for a dad and I have to move on for her and myself.

"Hey mommy come play with me and uncle Luke."

I stand by the door and he turns and give me this smile that melts my heart and I hope its okay with Justin.

I bite my lip and walk over.

"I have an ideal lets push mommy."

He winks at my princess and I look back to see him smile at me as I set down and let him push me.

I'm actually thinking life is going to get better and I am happy but I still miss Justin like crazy.

"mommy are you having fun?"

"yes baby girl" and she just laughs.

(The End.)

A/N:

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