Broken

chapter12

*chapter 12*

(Justin's POV)

I set on the sofa feeling very restless about the entire situation that Elana's in and its starting to ware me down. The more I think about what he could be doing to her its making me want to kill him.

I just hope that she is not hurt. I worry about that the most and try not to think about other stuff he could be doing to her.

I dream every night that she is back in my arms and I am telling her how beautiful she is. I don't know what's worse the point that he took her or the point I may never be able to make it right about what she saw before she left at the hospital .

I know I should not think that but what if he did not get her but what if she just left me. I don't think I can get over that at all.

I want her so bad right now and I am so passed I want to punch some thing or sonera one.

Walking around my living room trying to figure out my next move to get her back and I loose it and start kicking the shit out of wall like a complete idiot . I mean how does this help I start thinking out loud and I get even more pissed about that and punch the wall.

"oh shit my sister is going to kill me" after I notice the living room I destroyed and the wall full of holes.

I look down to see blood groping on the hard wood and cover my hand with my shirt.

"hey Justin where are you "

I hear Megan and I yell back " I'm in here"

"what the hell happened to my house and your bleeding "

"Yeah I know , and I'm sorry that I took my frustration out on everything ." I give her a sad smile and walk to the bathroom to get a bandage for my hand.

I look in the mirror and just cry like I can not stop. I wipe my face and give myself a man pep talk to try and make myself stop crying like a wuss. "stop crying and man the fuck up " I keep repeating till I stop crying and get myself together.

I walk back out to where my sister is and ask her more questions about the case with Elana.

She does not give me that many answers since she does not know very much about where she could be or anything else.

After dragging out the question process with Megan I decide to go running to try and feel a little better since I can't sleep or anything.

I turn the corn of my house and see a guy fighting a girl but by the time I get closer the girl ran in her house and left him banging on the door.

I feel like yell at this ass and telling to to be happy and apologize since he is lucky enough to have his girl with him.

I keep running till I have to stop and catch my breath. I set down on a bench and rest a minute.

I take my time and walk back after that and take shower till I feel like I could pass out .I get out and for once since every thing happen I fall a sleep.