Broken

chapter 19

chapter 19

I close my eyes tight and take a deep breath,knowing that I did not call anyone to come over but meg.and she sent her brother so I know what her plan was so who else would be at my door.

I grab his hand and get this bad feeling like this could be the last time I could hold his hand then the door opens and its my worst night mare its Seth and he's holding a gun. "what the hell , I thought you was dead" then he pulls the triger.

I feel like I can't breath and I'm gasping for air , I look down and see blood and I fall to the floor and reach for Justin and can't feel him or see him. I'm just lost and then I wake up.

I open my eyes and see Justin laying by me in bed but can't remember anything and I just lay there and watch him sleep.I forgot how perfect he was and he is just sleeping like a angle.

I get out of bed and look at the clock its only three -thirty in the morning and I'm wide awake. I can't figure out where the dream came from unless its with all the drama with his mom.

I know Seth is dead and he is not coming back.I catch myself thinking about him sometimes and I kinda miss him. His mom use to be so sweet and now a total bitch. I guess losing him changed her and now this baby is all she wants.

I can't let her have my baby and just thinks it might be his so I decided to have a paternity test so I might get lucky and it be justin's baby witch would make me so happy. I love him so much and at first I was scared that I could ruin his life but now I know he is my life and I could not live with out him.

I walk in the kitchen to get some water and try to get myself sleepy again so when I have to be up at seven I'm not so tired.I have my first doctors appointment tomorrow and I am a little scared and nerves. I walk over to the chair and set down but notice my window open and I know it was locked last night.

I get worried so I go back in my bed room with Justin but see he is not in my bed. I say his name and get scared till I see him walking out of the bathroom. "Justin I think some one might have tried to come in ny house."

"why?"

"Because the window in the living room is up and I know I locked it last night."

"Do you want me to check?"

"Please "

So he gets up and goes in the living room and searches the whole house and even outside but nothing.Maybe I'm just looking my mind.

I lay back down and cuddled up to Justin and fall back a sleep till I hear a door shut really loud and then I'm terrified.I jump and wake Justin up and tell him some one is in the house.