Love Me Harder

Dwayne's Mindset

Dwayne,

I was sitting in the studio as Ty worked on some songs. We had decided to drop another mixtape together cause let's face it, me and this nigga always flow. It's like we feed off of each other, you feel me. Mijo and Ty nigga Trell sat on the couch sparking up a blunt they had just rolled.
"Man who this new chick I seen in picture with you Wayne?" Trell asked me.
"Oh who Christina? That's his new boo," Mijo said.

"Nigga I'm pretty sure he was talking to me. Is your name Wayne?" I asked him.
"Hell no nigga it's Mijo the most swagged out nigga in this crew and don't forget that shit," Mijo said causing us all to start laughing.

"Anyway, forget this corny ass nigga. Where you find her at?" Trell asked me. "Cause she bad as shit."
"We know each other from way back. Me, her and Mijo went to high school back together in VA," I said taking the blunt and hitting it.
"Oh for real? She got any sisters?" he asked.
Before I could answer Karmen came strolling through the door. "Aye aye who told all ya'll niggas to be in here why my baby tryna record and shit?" she said. She was carrying some In-N-Out Burger.
"Man we been in here Karmenator," I said.
"Boy bye ya'll was not here when I left to go get some food," she said smacking her lips and mushing me in the head. Rayne came in behind her.
"Baby? What you doing here?" Mijo asked her. She went and sat in his lap and kissed her. This nigga was too sprung.

Ray shrugged. "Karmen called me and asked did I want to come through. Plus I knew you was here so why not come see my boo?"
He chuckled. Trell looked confused. "Aye Wayne? Who this big bitch?" All I could do was facepalm. He did NOT just say that.
"Nigga what? Fuck you just say? Don't make me snap you like a fucking twig!" Ray snapped. Trell's eyes got big. "Yeah come correct lil boy and let's not fake Mr. Trell cause I done seen your girlfriend and she ain't no skinny fucking chicken."
"My bad ma, I ain't mean no disrespect," he said holding his hands up. Ray just rolled her eyes and turned back to Mijo.

"You better watch yourself. She has fun dragging niggas," Karmen said sitting down on the couch.
Trell licked his lips and scooted closer. "This is Christina's sister Karmen," I said watching him.
"Oh for real? Real niggas say true. Wassup ma," he said slinging his arm around her shoulder. She looked at him stupid. Before anyone could say anything Ty stepped out the booth.
"You tryna loose that arm bromie?" he asked.

Trell eyes got big. "Oh this you? My bad I ain't even know."
"Yeah well you better chill before I call up Heather and she beat that ass again," Ty said causing everyone but Trell to laugh.
"Man shut up," Trell said.

Stop being so sensitive. Acting like a fucking female and shit," I said shaking my head. Trell knew damn well he wasn't cheating on Heather. He had the girl's name tattooed on his face for Christ's sake I mean damn. You'd just be stupid to mess up the relationship after that.
Karmen handed Ty his bag of food and they started chowing down. Watching them niggas was making me hungry, especially since Rayne had brought food for Mijo. A nigga had the munchies. I knew my baby was off of work so I sent her a text asking her to bring me some food to the studio.

To: Chrissyy 😍
From: Me
Bae bring me some food

To: Me
From: Chrissyy 😍
Who you talking to?? I am not your mama

To: Chrissyy 😍
From: Me
Naw but I am your daddy so do as I say and bring me something to eat

To: Me
From: Chrissyy 😍
-__- what you gotta taste for?

To: Chrissyy 😍
From: Me
You, come sit that pussy on my face XP

To: Me
From: Chrissyy 😍
Not funny nasty ass

To: Chrissyy 😍
From: Me
Naw babe but for real bring me some Chipotle

To: Goldie Locks
From: Chrissyy 😍
Okay I got you

"Nigga what you over there smiling about?" Mijo asked me.
"Mind your damn business," I said kicking back in my chair.

About twenty minutes later the door to the studio opened and Christina came strolling through in this badass outfit. I know she ain't wear that shit to work so she must have went home and changed. I clenched my jaw.
She leaned down to kiss me, but I didn't return it. "What's wrong with you?" she asked confused.
"Fuck you wearing?" I asked her. She knew better than to come out like that. Then again, she always did what the fuck she wanted anyway.

She rolled her eyes. "Seriously, don't start Dwayne. We already know I'm gonna wear what the fuck I want." She sat down in my lap and pulled on my curls causing me to groan lowly. "So just get over it cause we both know that you the only one getting in this pussy." She whispered the last part in my ear.

I chuckled and slapped her thigh. She was right. Wasn't know one else getting in there.

I kissed her and bit down on her bottom lip causing her to moan. We almost forgot that anyone else was hear.

"Ugh excuse me, but I'd appreciate it if you didn't suck my friend's fucking face off in front of me," I heard Rayne say.
Christina pulled away from me and flicked her off before going over to sit on her even though she was still on Mijo. "Shut up hoe!" She kissed her cheek and then hopped off and sat next to them.
I looked in the Chipotle bag and pulled out my burrito. Just as I was about to take a bite out of it my phone went off.

To: Me
From: Kae 😒
Hey...look I want to put everything behind us. Can we be friends?

To: Kae 😒
From: Me
Naw now loose my number

To: Me
From: Kae 😒
Look if Christina can put everything behind her and even work with me on business why can't you Dwayne? Just try...please?

What the fuck was Kae talking about? I could feel my jaw clenching. "Aye bae, let me talk to you for a minute." I stood up, put my food down and walked outside the studio door.

She followed behind me and shut the door. "What's up baby?" she asked reaching up and ruffling my curls.
"Fuck is this about you forgiving Kae?" I asked her.
She looked confused for a second and then rolled her eyes. "Oh that? Her, Lea, Jacob stopped by my office today. I thought they was tryna start some shit but apparently they just want to bury the hatchet and they want met to help them with their new business. I told them I'd look at the proposal," she said shrugging.

"No," I said simply.
She looked at me crazy. "What do you mean no Dwayne?"

"I mean no you can't work with them bitches. Tell them no. Matter of fact tell them hell no," I said shaking my head.
"Chris you have lost your mind. I haven't even agreed to anything okay so calm your fucking tits.

I don't know what you so mad about anyway? I mean this is my business and my money if I decide to go ahead with it. Besides, Kae ain't concerned with us anymore, she fucking Lea."
I shook my head. I didn't believe for one second that Kae was seriously fucking with Lea now. This dick was too good for her to just give up on it like that. "I said no KD. And for real I don't want you working with that nigga Jacob either."

She cut her eyes at me. "Look it's real cute you wanna protect me, but this jealousy act of yours is gonna get old real fucking quick if you not careful. I don't five a fuck about none of them. This is us right here and nobody is fucking with that except you if you decide to start trippin."

I shook my head. "Get you life together before you come for me okay."
She was about to go back into the room.
When I pulled her close and bending down to her level and getting her a kiss. I gave her a look and she rolled her eyes. Fuck is wrong with her?

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