Love Me Harder

Jacob/Christina

A little Flashback ---

I woke up to my alarm going off the next morning. I looked next to me to see Jacob laying down holding me around the waist. No we didn't have sex last night. I could tell he wanted to, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

I'd just basically had sex with Dwayne the same day and even though we didn't finish it didn't matter. And apart of me didn't want to do that to Dwayne because I cared for him. The feelings I had for him in high school had obviously come back.

I sighed and climbed out of bed to get into the shower. I had a big meeting today and I needed to get ready for that. I walked into my bathroom and climbed into the shower. As the water hit me I was hoping it would wash my problems away, but it wasn't really working. I skipped washing my hair since it didn't really need it and just hurry up and showered. Once I got out I wrapped a towel around myself and headed back into the room.

"Morning beautiful," Jacob said coming over to me and kissing me on the lips. It was just a peck and he caught me off guard.

"Good morning," I said trying to turn away from him but he wouldn't let me.

"I'm so glad you decided to give us another chance," he whispered against my lips. I just stayed quiet. I hadn't really decided to do anything yet.

I just turned away and went into my closet. I pulled out a sleeveless button up gold blouse, a pair of black slacks and a matching black blazer. After I got dressed I went downstairs to the kitchen to grab a bagel.

"What the fuck?" I heard Jacob yell as I bit into my bagel. He came storming into the kitchen.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked him confused.

"What the fuck is this shit?" he asked me shoving his phone into my face.

I took it from him and saw the picture of Dwayne and I kissing at Dave N Busters staring back at me. "This is what the fuck you doing while I'm practically crying over you trying to get you back?" he asked me.

I instantly felt bad. "Look it just sort of..." I started but I stopped and cocked my head to the side as I looked at the message closer.

"You son of a bitch," I said looking back at him. "Aren't you glad you were in my pussy last night instead of hers?" I said.

"Huh?" he asked looking confused.

It's the message attached to this fucking picture you asshole. The one Lea apparently sent you!" I screamed.

His eyes got big and he tried to snatch the phone away from me. I kept it out of his reach and heaved it at the wall causing it to smash into pieces. "So let me get this straight, you were crying over me? Was that before or after you fucked Lea?" I asked him.

He didn't say anything. "Speechless now? Is that it? You ain't got shit to say? You know what Jacob I have no clue why I let you in my house last night. I should've let Dwayne stay because at least he admits to his mistakes. I had fun with him yesterday while we were fucking and while we were kissing so how about that!"

"You fucked him?" he asked looking at me. I could tell he was pissed and hurt.

"I sure as hell did, now get the fuck out," I said to him. He reached out for me, but I snatched away. "Don't you dare put your nasty ass hands on me. If you call me, it better be for business and business only."

He hung his head and headed towards the front door. As soon as I heard the door close I let out a scream. I grabbed my own phone and tried dialing Dwayne's number. There was no answer. I tried again and this time I got sent straight to voicemail. I sighed. I would have to call and apologize after my meeting this morning.