You are always on my mind

Chapter 61

"And you have any doubts, you idiot? Go after her once for all!"

The blonde stormed like crazy towards Stefani's room, just realizing that there was no way to get in because she didn't get the key card when she arrived at the door.

💭 Shit! What the fuck!!"

✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock knock. "Stefania!"
✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock knock. "Stefania, baby, please open the door!"
✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock kmock. "Stef..."

The blye-eyed girl was desperate,  because of what Stefani had told her. What if her girlfriend had left her? It would be well done for her. After all, she deserved it. But even tho, she couldn't live without Stefania.

✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock knock. "Stefania, please honey!"
✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock knock. "My love, let me explain..."
✊️✊️✊️✊️ knock knock knock. "Stefania..."

The personal trainer was crying desperately. She was almost breaking down the door and screaming in despair, until a guest opened her door telling the blonde to stop making so much noise, otherwise, she would call security.

Danielle was pissed.

"Fuck you, you bitch! Get the hell out! Do you want to call security? Go ahead, call them! I don't give a shit! But I won't stop. But if I were you..."

The woman slammed hard the door and didn't bother anymore.

"Love, please, open the door. I'm an idiot, I know. But I love you so much! I-I can't live without you, Stefania! (The american was sobbing.) I know I don't deserve you to forgive me, baby, but I have just one request. I need you to stay, I want you to never give up on us, because I'll never give up on you, my love! (Sobbing.) I want to make you happy every day! Let's get through this together my love. It doesn't matter the odds that will appear in our path. If we're together, we'll be able to go over anything!" (Still sobbing.)

The ocean-eyed girl was devastated. She lost her strenght slipping until she was on the floor in front of the bedroom door, collapsing into a compulsive cry. The pop star, who was watching (and filmed everything to show the italian, since she had left her in the shower) at that moment couldn't bear to see her best friend's despair and went to talk to her.

"Dani. Dani, it's okay. Come here. I've got you."
"Stef, she left me..."

Gaga had never seen her friend in such a state of despair like now. And then her heart sank.

"I lost her, Stef. I lost the love of my life!"
"No, you didn't."
"Yes, I did. And I deserve this, I understand. But how am I gonna live withou her, Stef? She's my entire world, my life! I love Stefania more than myself!"

Stefani then got up, opened the door and said:

"Then, stop doing shit! Go there. She's in the shower "

When the blonde got there her heart sank even more. She saw her girlfriend on the floor, holding her knees and crying wildly. The personal trainer cursed herself when she saw that scene. So, she had no doubts, just took off her sneakers and got in the shower with her lover.

"My love!"
"Danielle?"
"I'm so sorry, baby! I'm an idiot! Please, please my love, stop crying! I can't bear to see you like this!"
"Y-you came back!" Stefania said touching her girlfriend's face.
"What? Of course I came back, baby! Did you...?"
"Bambina, I'm so sorry!"
"No baby girl, there is nothing for you to apologize, love!"
"I thought I had losen you..."
"What? No! Of course not, baby! Stef, losing you is not in my plans! In my plans is only loving you! Taking care of you, valuing you as they never knew how to do before! I know I hurt you AGAIN, but, love, give me another chance to prove how much I love you! Please Stefania, I'm begging you! I promise I'll do my best to never disapoint you again! I know I don't deserve you, but I love you Stefania! You are and will always be the love of my life! The person I can't even imagine myself without. It was you since the begining! Since the first chat, the first touch, the first kiss... and thanks God you came into my life. You took my life! You became home to me. I love you so much! Please, baby, forgive me!"