You are always on my mind

Chapter 53

"Okay wait a minute, I'll bring her in."

Danielle was feeling nervous. How could she be that stupid? She hurt the person she loved most in life with attitudes and  now she made her believe that she wanted to leave her...

💭 I must find a way to make her forgive me. I can't lose her!

"Hi." A shy Stefania got in, as nervous as the personal trainer.
"Hello beautiful girl!" Danielle replied smiling in love.

💭 Dio santo, lei è così bella anche doppo tutto quello che è successo è ancora perfetta!" (She's so beautiful! Even after everything that has happened, she is still perfect!)

"Stef, are you okay?" Danielle's voice took the italian out of her trance.
"Yes bambina. I'm good. I was just admiring you!" The attorney said shyly.
"Come here baby." The blonde called her girlfriend tapping the mattress, fearing her reaction.

The brunette didn't hesitate. She burst into Danielle's arms, kissing her hard.

"I love you bambina! I'm sorry if I have thought about giving that son of a bitch what he wanted. I swear bella, it was just to save you! I swear!"
"No baby, don't apologyze for this. Now I know you just wanted to protect me. Forgive me my love! I know I don't deserve it, but I need you to forgive me, baby girl. I love you. I need you, Stef! Mentally, physically, emotionally... I'm so in love with you! Please, forgive me!" The blonde was sobbing while pleaded for forgiveness.
"Shhhhh, it's okay bambina. We're okay. I love you! That's what really matters!" The italian hugged her girlfriend and caressed her arms while trying to calm her down.
"I love you too baby girl! I - I know I hurt you..."
"No bella. That's enough of this. Everything is good now. You came back to me and I couldn't be better. Let's forget this, okay?"
"But..."
"No bambina. No more buts. Let's look forward, not behind. This nightmare is over now! Promise me?"
"Yes, love!"
"Good!" The brunette smiled genuinely for the very first time since everything had happened.
"Love?"
"Sì?'
"Come here."
"Bambina, I'm already here. Hahahaha."
"No honey. I want you to lay here with me. Hahaha."
"Bembina... I don't know if this is safe. I'm afraid I can hurt you..."
"Oh, it is the safest thing to do, believe me! Come on! I'm craving for you, baby girl!"

Stefania didn't hesitate. She joined her girlfriend in bed carefully and cuddled more carefully, so she doesn't get over the monitor wires.

"Mmmm, you have no idea of how much I missed you, love." The personal trainer stated completely cuddled with her girlfriend.

"Actually I do! I felt exactly the same bambina! I missed your scent, your taste, your eyes, your beautiful smile... I missed the way you look at me and touch me. I missed your heavy breathing in my ear when you're horny. In other words, amore mio, I missed you!"

Danielle couldn't stop smiling at her girlfriend... she was so in love!

"Stef, I missed all that too! I missed your amazing eyes, your fascinating smile. Missed the love you give to me, unconditionaly. You know, when I was unconscious, I could hear you. I can't explain it, but I could hear you asking me to come back to you and even when I was almost dead, all I could think about was you. The way you look at me, the way your eyes lit up when they meet mine, the affection you always give to me. Not to mention the unconditional love you always give to me without asking me anything back. Somehow, all that gave me the straight to fight, baby!"

Stefania had teary eyes.

"Bambina, I'd give anything I owe, includding my own life, to change places with you. It was so painful to see you in that situation, amore mio. And I'm really grateful you came back to me, bambina, because I don't know how to live in a world where you don't exist."
"You saved me, my love! Twice!"
"You already know.. "
"That you gave me your blood? And that you were stubborn enough to make a scandall when they tried to put you out of it? Yes, I know, my love. But you couldn't have done that, baby!"
"I don't care about me, amore mio! Only you matters! If I died to save your life, I'd do it happily!"

Danielle backed off a little just to be able to look into her girlfriend's eyes:

"Don't you ever say that again! You said you don't know how to live without me. What makes you think that I can do that if you're not here anymore? Stef, I can't live without you! That's why I need you to take care of yourself, honey baby! Promise me you're gonna take care."
"I do, amore mio! Now, come here, I need to feel your taste bambina. Just kiss me!" The italian asked.

And they started kissing. The kiss started out calmly, but it didn't take long to deepen. Things were heating up, and with that, the personal trainer's heartbeat increased, causing the alarm to go off...

Stefania immediately backed off completely worried, and got up saying:

"Bambina, are you okay? Did I do something to hurt you? Let me call the..."

Danielle was breathless. Not because of the surgery or anything related to her injury, but because of her girlfriend. She was just... horny!

The team got into the room, ready to check on the blonde, who was smiling calmly, despite of the lack of air.

"I'm okay, thank you!" The blue-eyed girl stated.
"Ms Savre, you had a tachycardia..."
"Yes, but it has nothing to do with the reason why I am here..." the blonde stated staring at her girlfriend.

The crew understood what was going on there and just said:

"Try not to get too excited Ms."

Stefania was blushing hard.

"It's not my fault. Have you already seen my girlfriend? It's impossible not to!" The american said.

"I perfectly understand you." The nurse said amused and left.

"Bambina, you scared me!"
"I'm sorry, my love! It wasn't my intention."
"Oh, but it was mine! Hahahaha."
"It IS my intention, baby!"
"Danielle!" Stefania said amused.
"I'm craving for you, baby girl!"
"Me too bambina. But we can't..."
"What? What do you mean, we can't?"
"Amore mio, you just had a surgery. And thanks to your insanity, you had to go back to the operating room to close the cut again, that you did the favor of bursting the stitches with an excummunal effort!"
"I couldn't let you leave me baby!" The blonde said it a little sad.
"How could you think something like that, bambina? I will never leave you! Never!"
"But..."
"Shhh... come here. We can't make love today, but we can stay in each other's arms. I can feel your smell and taste your kisses... feel your skin..." the italian was leaving kisses on her girlfriend's face, neck and lips. The ocean-eyed girl moaned softly...
"Stef..."
"Hm?" (More kisses)
"I love you more than you know. I need you more than anything else now!"
"I love you more, amore mio! And I desperately need you now as well, but we can't bambina!"
"Okay... but you'll stay here with me, won't you?"
"Of course I will, bambina! Why are you asking me that?"
"Because I need you to stay here with me! I just want to be with you... forever. So I can be myself!"

The attorney melted.

"I promise you I won't leave! I'm not going anywhere without you bella!"
"Okay. I need this more than the air that I breath. It shows me we're okay.
"We're more than okay amore mio! Now, take a rest. We want you to be okay as fast as possible, amore mio!"

The personal trainer snuggled into her girlfriend's neck, hugging her and intertwinning her leg with hers, saying before falling asleep:

"I love you Stef! I'm so fucking in love with you, baby."
"I love you too, bambina. So much! I'm head over feet in love with you. Now, sleep my angel!"