Chapter 19

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I stand in my trailer putting my phone and wallet in my pockets getting ready to leave to my parents house. I look in my mirror making sure my hair isn't all messy then leave my trailer. Once I leave I'm met with Lizzie waving me down. "Oh hey babe"

"I need to talk to you.." She says softly as she bites her bottom lip nervously.

"Is everything ok?" I query taking her hand in mine.

"I'm really nervous, I know you invited me to come with you for dinner with your parents. But I'm getting anxiety.." She squeezes my hand lightly still biting her lip nervously.

"Hey if it's giving you anxiety you don't have to come darling. Do you want me to stay with you? I can cancel I'm sure they won't mind" I offer pulling her softly closer to me.

"No I can't ask you to do that. You should go have a nice dinner with your family babe" She grabs onto my forearms and squeezes my arm softly.

"But if you're having anxiety then I want to stay with you. To make sure you're ok" I grab the sides of her shoulders as she shakes her head no.

"I can't ask you to do that Y/n" She says moving my hands off her shoulders.

"Hey" I smile cupping her cheeks in my hands. "You're not asking me to do anything Lizzie, I want to be with you and make sure you're ok. I can go over tomorrow night, I'm sure my mum and dad won't mind. Ok?"

"Ok.." She smiles sadly.

"Don't stress ok? Come here" I kiss her softly and then pull her into a big bear hug. "Why don't we go get take out, go back to my house and we can watch movies?"

She was silent for a few moments before speaking up, "That sounds nice" She says quietly.

"Alright, let's go get you something to eat darling" I grab her chin softly, giving her a gentle kiss. I watch a small smile form across her lips as I take her hand in mine. We go to my car and drive to go get food, while we are waiting I shoot my mum a text saying I can't go over for dinner tonight.

Once we get back to my house Lizzie takes the food to the living room. She sets it on the coffee table and turns to me, "What movie do you want to watch babe?"

"Whatever you want" I walk over kissing her softly, "I'll go get us some water for our dinner. Need anything while I'm in the kitchen?"

"Can you.. check if you have ice cream?" She asks, sticking her bottom lip out making me laugh.

"I think I do, I'll check" I give her another quick kiss before going into my kitchen. I get us a glass of water each and then check my freezer. There I see some vanilla chocolate swirl ice cream. "I have ice cream!" I yelled to her.

"Yes!" I hear her cheer from the living room making me chuckle.

"That was cute darling" I laugh walking into the living room with our waters.

"What? My cheer?" She scrunches her nose cutely as I hand her one of the glasses.

"Yep exactly that" I take a seat next to her on my couch looking at the tv. Then I feel Lizzie lay her head on my shoulder with her take out on her lap. I smile down at her, press play on the movie and grab my take out. After the first movie ended and our dinner was all finished I went into the kitchen and grabbed the ice cream from my freezer and two spoons. I walked back out and sat next to her handing her a spoon. "Here"

"No bowl?" She chuckles as I take the lid off the container.

"No, it's just us. Besides no one else eats this anyway. And Ryder doesn't like this kind of ice cream. He's picky" I roll my eyes making her laugh and eats a spoonful of ice cream.

"What does he like then?" She queries taking another spoonful.

"He loves mint chocolate chip. Goes crazy for it" I laugh taking a bite of ice cream. "That's why I don't keep any here. I won't get any of it"

"What, he'll eat it all in one night?" She asks, raising an eyebrow at me.

"He will! Don't tell him I told you but one time mate hissed at me when I tried to get some of it." I tell her making her laugh.

"No he didn't!" She laughs placing her hand on my thigh.

"He did! I swear to god" I smile at her as her laughter fills the air.

"Remind me never go near him when he has mint chip ice cream" She smiles pointing the top of the spoon at me.

"Don't worry, I won't let him near you when he has any." I laugh as she takes another bite of ice cream. "I'm glad I have you laughing. Do you feel better?"

"I do. Thank you" She leans forward kissing me softly, "I'm sorry you missed dinner with your family."

"Hey I told you not to stress. They said it's fine but I better come over tomorrow." I kiss her forehead as she places her spoon down. "All done?"

"Yea. Thank you" She smiles as I stand up closing the container of ice cream.

"No problem" I smile before taking the ice cream and spoons back into the kitchen. I put the ice cream away and the spoons in the dishwasher then walk back into the living room. I walk in to see her laying down on the couch, "Comfy?"

"Very. Come join me" She looks up at me with smirk on her face.

"Gladly" I chuckle climbing on top of her as she wraps her arms around my neck. She giggles as I press my lips softly onto hers. The more we kissed the more passionate the kiss became. She pulls me down closer to her as I deepened the kiss, beginning to kiss her harder. I feel her hands start slowly trailing down my back to the end of my shirt. I start getting excited but nervous as she pulls my shirt up. I feel her warm hand on the bottom of my back as she begins moving up. I break the kiss resting my forehead on hers.

"Are you ok? I'm sorry if I'm moving to fast." She breathes heavily against my lips.

"No I uh.. it's ok just.." I sit up and back to the end of the couch. "I'm sorry."

"We don't have to if you don't want to" She says sitting herself up.

"No I want to!" I look down and quickly grab a pillow placing it over my crotch. "I really want to I'm just.. embarrassed." I half admit.

"Why are you embarrassed? You don't have to be embarrassed babe I won't judge you for anything" She gets on her knees scooting closer to me. She grabs my face rubbing her thumbs on my cheeks softly.

"I.. I don't know. I'm sorry, excuse me." I get up dropping the pillow and quickly walking off upstairs.

"Hey, Y/n! Wait!"

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