Spectrum of Colors

Chapter 13: The truth. My boyfriend's world.

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The next week Hoseok had vacation so he could get better so he spent his time at home with Yoongi. They watched movies, played games, read together and cuddled and snuggled all afternoon, not even when the weather was really hot they would stay apart.

They would be all sweaty and in underwear but still they would hold each other and hug.

Finally Hoseok and Yoongi returned to normal. Hoseok returned to his work, and Yoongi had been told by his editor that his book had been approved, he now had to work on some minor corrections that were going to take some time.

He would live in his apartment and Hoseok would be at work all day, but in the night they would take turns and spend some nights at Yoongi's apartment and others at Hoseok's.

One week Hoseok thought it wise to change his hair color. He had his hair  black and went to make it dark brown. It wasn't that noticeable, but he was excited for Yoongi to notice it.

On Saturday Yoongi went to his apartment after he had dressed nicely for their date.

"I just arrived, I had to do some things," he said, letting Yoongi in. They kissed and hugged, and talked a little before getting ready to go outside.

Hoseok noticed how Yoongi hadn't said anything about his hair, he was pretty confused.

He felt hurt, he had made it specifically for Yoongi to look prettier for him. But Yoongi hasn't said anything yet.

They went out. Hoseok thought it was because of the lighting and that being in the sun, his boyfriend finally would notice something, but he didn't notice.

Hoseok couldn't understand why Yoongi was so clueless about those things. He had planned on trying the next day on Sunday.

The next day he painted his nails with pink and hearts, he used subtle makeup, pink and a little lipstick.

But the same thing repeated again. No matter if Hoseok was standing on the light outside or indoors, and no matter if Yoongi was standing there so close to him, face to face while having dinner, Yoongi never said anything, not about his makeup and least about his nails.

He felt hurt this time. He knew Yoongi was dumb and pretty much distracted always, he always was living in his writers mind, inside his own world. But he couldn't believe he wouldn't notice he had made himself pretty and all was for Yoongi, who didn't even mention it.

Probably he noticed it, and as he didn't like it he didn't say anything to not hurt Hoseok's feelings. Hoseok thought miserably back in bed, Yoongi was hugging him as if nothing was wrong.

Hoseok didn't say anything, he just stopped wearing those things.

Next week they had too much work, so they just met for dinner and to sleep. But Hoseok felt still uneasy, he didn't know yet why Yoongi some days would act so strange.

Hoseok one day had wanted to go shopping with his boyfriend during his lunch hour, he wanted Yoongi to help him choose clothes for both, as couple outfits and stuff. But that day Yoongi was so nervous and he didn't answer his messages till pretty late.

"Why didn't you answer Hyung?" Hoseok asked, confused in the night.

"I didn't see the messages sorry, I was writing." He said

Hoseok didn't think too much, but when this happened four more times and each one with a different pretext. Hoseok took it personally.  He that night had confront him.

"Why are you such a bad donut? Tell me you don't like shopping with me, seeing clothes, and stuff and I'll understand, but don't lie to me. You say you are busy, or that you have a cough, or  that you fell asleep in the middle of the day, and then what a stomach ache, your parents wanting you to go out, just for me to arrive and hear you didn't go out with them?" Hoseok was hurt, enumerating all Yoongi's pretexts he had used.