Spectrum of Colors

Chapter 1: The beginning. Yoongi the writer.

My boyfriend is a rainbow 

Have you ever wondered how many colors there are in the world?  Do you ever wonder what it feels to see a colorful rainbow? 

That's what Yoongi had wondered, ever since he was young.

Yoongi is now 29, he is a writer, he writes about fantasy, about love and he describes the world, as if he could see it painted on all the colors. But he can't. 

Yoongi doesn't talk much about that, actually he never talks about anything at all. He doesn't have friends, nor does he want friends, he enjoys his pacific and fictional life. 

He enjoys writing about love, as if he knew about it, and his heart was full of it. He lives the romances he himself writes. He lives the adventures, and he sees the world, as people see it, he sees it in his heart. 

He knows his readers love to read about the blush on someone's face, the deep ocean in the blue of their eyes, and even probably the sunset and stuff. So he wrote it for them, he had to memorize what color each thing should be. He spent his childhood reading and even though he couldn't understand what colors were all the descriptions they gave, it was useful in the end, as he became a writer himself and a pretty good one too.  

Yoongi doesn't remember the colors anymore, although he had seen them many times before. When he was eight years old he had an accident, he hit his head, and he lost his sight, after some weeks it came back, but he no longer could distinguish between colors, nor could he remember what had happened, he had no memory of that day, or the past. 

Psychiatrist told him it was all in his head, the memory loss was due to the trauma. But no matter how hard he tried he couldn't remember. 

Don't judge him wrong, he lives a perfect life, he is happy living his life as he is used to. 

Every day he goes to his favorite coffee shop, he buys his coffee and donuts, telling himself that day would be the last just to return next day for a donut or whatever sweets he could buy that day, and then he walks around the neighborhood, he goes by the library, or the book store, once he had found what he needed he returns back home and writes all day long, he has take out, pizza or whatever delicious and unhealthy food he can have delivered to his home, even though each day he promises himself he would stop his unhealthy life, then he falls asleep working, writing or watching documentaries, and  that's his life but he loves it the way it is, he had the job of his dreams and it pays really well. He still lives with his parents, but it's comfortable, and every Friday he has wine and whiskey to his heart's content. What else could he ask for?

He feels lonely from time to time, or even he would wonder how loving someone may feel. But he always remembers his own insecurities, he knows, it is not worth it, as he is not a social man, in fact he is introverted, and really shy. He has it hard when he has to meet new people. 

He is certainly sure, it was because of his childhood traumas, like people bothering him because he was different. That created his actual personality, he is reserved, he doesn't make eye contact and he prefers his own personal space, so that's why he had decided to get out from his parents house, he had decided to finally leave the nest to have his personal space a little bit bigger, more space would be awesome, as lately his parents have been pushing him to go look out for a relationship, friends, a girlfriend or boyfriend or both, as his mother would joke with him, but they are desperate for his oldest son to have someone in his life. 

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Next month Yoongi was finally moving, it had been a week since he decided to buy a nice big apartment. 

The building was pretty new, and it had few neighbors so for an introvert that was ideal. And the best part was that in each floor there would be just two apartments, two apartments equals just another family or if he was lucky, another human being to socialize with.

He was in the highest floor, there were four stores, in total there were eight apartments only, and at the top of the building neighbors can make use of the pool, the gym, and many other "fun installations" the man who sold him the apartment had said, but Yoongi couldn't see the fun of it. 

The day he had gone to visit the apartment, the man selling the apartment had been rude to him, he had insinuated with a gesture that he should from now on use the gym and pool, while he had looked at Yoongi's body. He knew he was a little heavier and rounder than he was supposed to, he knew he had bad eating habits, but also he had found it hard to change, so he finally decided that it  was a heavenly sign to buy that apartment and began to be his healthy self. 

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