Why did I have to catch feelings for you?
Why did these feelings have to develop so much to the point where it's breaking me because you don't even care about me, what I'm doing, or how I've been?
Why do I want to fight so bad for you, care about you, heal you be here for you when YOU don't even let me do it?
Why don't you ever ever make any effort for us to see each other? I'm craving your presence and your being and your gaze and your whole poetic soothing self. But why did it have to be you and why are you like this and why am I in so much pain that I am breaking and I feel like a hurricane of pain and emotion and suffering and love and unrequited love and craving and longing for you and everything about you.
Why is it that the littlest emotion coming from you shoots me up to cloud 9 only for me to come crashing back down at the realization of how little you care about me, about us. I hate this feeling, I hate this, I hate that you don't care, I hate that you don't show anything, I hate that give me false hope and make me overthink and overfeel and feel everything so much.
I hate that you're the realest most intense crush I've had in years
Please just please just let me see you, once, let me get my closure because I know that you'll never like me back. So let me get this big shot at the heart instead of chipping it away slowly like that.
I hate that you won't ever love me the same
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Broken pieces
PoesieThe only way for me to cope with the overflow and intensity of my emotions is to write so I offer you my pain, my sorrow, my breaking, and my wounded soul. Oct 20 2022
