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Broken pieces

Poetry

The only way for me to cope with the overflow and intensity of my emotions is to write so I offer you my pain, my sorrow, my breaking, and my wounded soul. Oct 20 2022

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Meant to be broken

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by starlightdimple

by starlightdimple

I'm only meant to be broken

Stumbling through this world

Searching for comfort and happiness

For the love I've been so deadly searching for

Every moment of happiness is but a fleeting rush of butterflies

Sinking deeper again

Every time

The pain catching up to me

The pain that never goes away

Every time I love

Every time I find the happiness I'm looking for the first thought that comes to my head is : "how long will this last ? When will I crumble and fall down again ? "

Every time

I'm ready to put my heart, my soul, my everything into loving you

Every time, I end up being the one getting hurt

The one that no one ever fights for

Maybe my fate is to always fight for two

To heal people just to be the one to break even more

All that's left of me is broken pieces and blood and scars that will never turn to gold

And this little sunshine

Slowly dying

But never fully so

The little sun that shines out love and care and power every time

Just to be stabbed again and again

Maybe I should be the one to kill it

Maybe I should just go numb, maybe I should stop trying, maybe I should stop caring

Because I'm only meant to be broken

~July 7th 2023