[ ✰ ☾ ⤷ ] ❝ i thought i'd never find you ❞
soulmates. for the past few hundred years people have been born with soulmate connections. it started with only two children, but now almost everyone is born with one. some people believe it's real, and oth...
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"i'm having flashbacks right now."
chris chuckles as he places his bag next to his bed, then turning towards you. "mhm, we were here too six weeks ago."
you nod a little, thinking back to the maxident release. at some point, while the others ordered pizza, you and chan took some time to go to his room and talk for a bit, as you haven't really had time alone with each other.
but then... oh man, damn jisung.
your cheeks heat up when you think back to it.
you place your hands on your cheeks, feeling like a high school girl with a crush yet again. does love really feel this way?
chris yawns as he plops down on his bed, not realizing what you're doing, and not noticing the blush on your cheeks.
you do notice this, titling your head. "haven't slept?"
"nope."
"you should get some sleep then."
he pouts, "but i don't want to... we haven't seen each other in six weeks, i want to spend time with you!"
"we can do that too while you sleep."
chan's eyes widen, a small smirk forming around his lips. "oh? you're implying that you wanna sleep in the same bed as me?"
your cheeks start to heat up, "i mean—"
he chuckles and wiggles his eyebrows. "i'm just kidding. come here."
"are you really?"
he nods and pouts, opening his arms for you.
you smile and walk towards him, sitting down in between his legs. chan wraps his arms around you and leans back, taking both of you down to lay in his bed. him with his head on his pillow, and you with your head against his chest.
you smile and close your eyes, the comfort of his arms around you making you realize how tired you actually were.
"i'm so happy i can finally hug you..." he whispers against your hair, making shivers run down your spine. "without it being weird."
you chuckle, "why would it be weird before?"
"i didn't want it to look like i had a big fat crush on you."
"but you did."
"that's true."
both of you chuckle, making you open your eyes again. you turn your head and look at chan.
"wanna take a nap?"
the blue haired guy nods and lets go of you, making you sit up in his bed.
chan walks towards his blinds and shuts them, then getting to his closet to get some shorts and a tanktop.
"what do you want to wear?"
"whatever i'm wearing is fine."
"won't you be too warm?"
chan looks at you concerned. "i mean, you do you, but... i have no king-sized bed."
"mhm, fair," you mumble, looking up to him. "any shirt is fine, then. and throw me some shorts."
he smiles and grabs a shirt and some shorts for you, throwing it on his bed. you grab the outfit and get up from the bed, turning around so your back is facing chan.
he does the same, wanting to be respectful towards you as you change. in the meantime, he also changes into the shorts and tanktop.
when you're both changed, chan folds his clothes and puts it on his desk. he takes your clothes as well and does the same thing, putting them neatly and folded next to his clothes.
you smile, thinking his way of folding the clothes is extremely adorable.
"nappy time," chan sings softly as he skips back to his bed and gets in, putting the covers over him. he opens them from the other side, gesturing for you to get in as well.
you do so and crawl into his bed next to him, chris putting the covers over you.
he closes his eyes and smiles widely, wrapping his arms around your body and pulling you close to him so he can snuggle you.
"finally," he mumbles, his head nuzzling in your neck. "you're finally here with me."
you feel tears start to well up in your eyes, soft sobs coming from your lips as soon as the tears start falling down.
chan widens his eyes, making you turn around to face him. "riley, my gosh, are you alright? did i say something wrong?"
you shake your head and let out a chuckle, wiping your tears from your eyes.
"no... no, chris, i'm just so... happy, and overwhelmed. i don't know, whenever i'm overwhelmed i start to cry."
"oh, good," chris say with a sigh. "i mean, not that you're crying, but that we're good."
you smile and wrap your arms around his body, nuzzling your face against his chest. you close your eyes and sigh.
"thank you for everything, chan."
he smiles, "of course. i'd do anything for you."
you sigh, feeling yourself drift off to sleep.
"no... really. i mean it when i say this, but... thank you for everything you've done. for being there for me, even though we were both the only lonely ones... or for being my friend, for playing dance dance revolution with me, for eating food with me. everything. you're great, chris."
you sigh and feel that the words are getting heavier to say by the minute.
"thank you... for everything."
you smile.
"i love you."
and with that, you fall into a deep slumber, leaving a teary eyed chan behind.
he presses a long kiss on your head, nuzzling his cheek against it as he closes his eyes as well, the biggest smile around his lips as also he, falls into a slumber.
"i love you too, riley."
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short but cute<3 was it too soon? what do you think? i think it fits perfect :) to me, saying i love you can't really be "too soon". if you really feel it, you should be able to say it. that means for everyone— even to your friends. you can feel love and say it, even though it's platonic! i mean, to me it does, but i guess i love hasn't that big of an energy around it to me. ok that's it. bye:)
