~ The twins are on the side.
The next day, Spencer left early for "work." I don't think he's out looking to make a new restaurant because he's been gone since seven in the moving and it's nine at night. And he left me alone with the kids.
Back in high school, I used to get really upset and would sit there and watch sad movies. Now I've managed to convince myself he's cheating on me.
I bring the babies to their cribs and go back to our room. I cuddle his pillow and watch the Notebook, sobbing my eyes out.
I do this for a few hours, repeatedly watching depressing movies.
Around eleven thirty, I hear the door shut downstairs.
I don't get up. I pull the covers up closer to me and cry harder.
Spencer comes into our room and his eyes drift from me to the screen. He knows exactly what happened. "I didn't cheat on you." He says. "I got lost trying to find a building for sale and ended up in Vegas." He says. I look at him. "How long have you been doing this?" He asks.
"Since you didn't show up for dinner." I choke out.
He sighs slowly and disappears into the bathroom. He leaves the door open and I hear him peeing. He takes a shower and comes out butt ass naked and pulls on black boxer briefs. He grabs the remote and shuts the TV off and flicks the bedside lamp on. Slowly, he crawls onto the bed, up my body. Gently, he leans down and kisses my forehead.
"I want to marry you." He whispers. I open my tear filled eyes. "You, love, have a shiny ring on your finger, but mine is bare. I want my symbol to tell the ladies to back up. Marry me, love." He kisses all of my tears away slowly. "I kmow I already proposed, but today when I was lost, I couldn't help but think how much fun it would've been if you had been with me. I was panicking, also. You keep me grounded. I want to be able to walk up to a crowd of people and tell them you're my wife. I want to spend every single second of my life with you." I stare into his eyes for a long time. A happy tear falls. He kisses that one away, too. "When do you want to get married?" He asks.
I'm quiet for a long time. "I want to get married right now, but I want a big wedding, I just don't want to plan it."
He lowers himself on top of me, propping himself up so he isn't laying his full weight on me. "Are you mad at me?" He whispers, his lips brushing against mine as he speaks.
"No." I mumble.
"I'm sorry for pranking you. I feel horrible about it."
"I'm sorry, too."
"I feel like you don't love me as much as you used to. I love you so much, Natalie." I slowly reach up and tangle my fingers in his hair.
"Spencer, I love you more than I used to. I love you so much. I always think I can't love you more, that there is no possible way, but every day, I find myself falling deeper in love with you. I love you, Spencer. My heart beats for you."
He kisses me softly, and then slowly deepens it. I'm only wearing my bra and underwear. He rises onto all fours, his lips pressing against mine. All I can taste is the pure love. I fight my way out of the covers. He never likes using covers when we have sex. He likes to see everything. "I wish..." He whispers against my lips between kisses. "That you would let me..." He keeps kissing me." Stare at you while you're naked until I feel satisfied." He nibbles on my lips, his hands gliding up to my breats. I moan loudly. His words fill my panties. I turn the kisses harsher, wanting more. He reaches down and starts to rub me through my panties. I moan.
"Fuck me." I beg.
He pulls away from my lips. "Two things. One, I fucking live your moan. It's so sexy. Two, we're doing this my way."
He pulls handcuffs from his side table.
"Now, you're going to do exactly what I say." He says. "I'm going to punish you. You've been a very bad girl, Natalie Legler."
****
I'm on the phone with Caitlyn, Olivia and Emily in a group call.
"Dude, it's like...six in the morning." Caitlyn moans.
"I know. I need you guys to meet me at the hospital. Don't tell your men a word. Tell them that we're going out shopping."
"Are you okay?" Caitlyn asks, sounding wide awake.
"No." I hang up. I kiss my sleeping fiancé and my beautiful children goodbye. I left Spencer a note on my pillow that said that I was going shopping.
I drive myself to the hospital.
Everyone is already there.
I can hardly fucking walk. They're waiting, worried.
"What's wrong?" Emily asks.
I sigh. "Last night Spencer and I were making out and he said a few things that got me really horny and we had sex." I say. "Now I'm bleeding so fucking bad for my period and I'm lightheaded and I'm pretty sure I'm hemorrhaging again."
"You had sex on your period?" Olivia asks.
"You didn't stop him?" Caitlyn gasps.
"No! I didn't even think about it until I woke up later and could hardly fucking walk to piss! And yes I have sex on my period. You don't?"
"No. Does Spencer know?" Olivia asks.
"No! He isn't going to know either. He'll blame himself for hurting me. I don't want to upset him. You guys can't tell the guys!"
Emily starts scratching her arm. "I might have accidently possibly slipped and told Jeremy that I was meeting you at the hospital because something was wrong."
I groan.
"If it was Caitlyn's Jeremy or Gavin, I could keep their mouths shut, but you told his fucking brother?"
"Oops?" She cringes. I turn around to go to the desk when I see Spencer walk in with the twins. And the rest of my family.
I look at Emily. "Stall them." I say.
Caitlyn starts to pull me, and we run. I fight the pain.
Spencer catches up easily. He jumps in front of me and stands there with his arms crossed, clearly very upset with me.
Caitlyn sighs. "Good luck, Sis." She walks away.
He gets right to it.
"Do you want to tell me why you left a note saying you were going shopping but you're at the hospital? I know you're not telling me something." I grab his arm, dizzy. Worried, he puts his hands on my arms.
"Spencer, you need to get me a doctor." I mumble. "What's wrong?" He demands, panicked.
I'm bleeding so badly that I can feel it sliding down my leg.
Panicked, I start falling. My family comes rushing. "You're bleeding all over the place! Can I get a doctor?" He yells.
nursescome running and get a stretcher. "I didn't want you to get upset." I whisper, looking right into his eyes. And then I pass out.
Hi guys. sorry this is posted later than usual. I know it's a school day for most of you. It is for me at least. I slept all day though. Oops :p
~Sam
