Chapter Eighteen - The 'L' Word

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Kaminari erupted into a fit of laughter as Sero stood confused under him.

"Obivously I'm just joking, Hanta." Kaminari said, placing his hand beside Sero's head. "Ravage me."

Instead of Sero immediately bending Kaminari over and going to town--like Kaminari expected--Sero just stood completely flustered and bright red. It was obviously to Kaminari that he was going to have to make the first couple moves, due to the fact that Sero was extraordinarily stunned.

So, Kaminari grabbed onto the collar of Sero's shirt and pulled him into hungry french kiss. It took a few seconds, but eventually Sero melted into the kiss and placed his hands on Kaminaris waist. Their tongues fighting against each other as their saliva mixed. They both fought for dominance and, unexpectedly, Kaminari won as Sero fell into absolute submission. This, as well, surprised Kaminari, mostly because all his last boyfriends were very "alpha" dominant. At this point, he couldn't even tell if he was supposed be top or not.

What Kaminari didn't think about, was the fact that this was Sero's first time ever being with a guy in this way. So while Sero was very experienced in sexual intercourse with women, he was a tad bit nervous giving up his "gay virginity". What if his mom was right? What if this whole thing was a phase and he'd mistaked "platonic feelings" for "romantic feelings"? Sure he'd been wanting to kiss Kaminari for years, but what if those feelings were misplaced?

What if this was all a mistake?

Kaminari noticed the shift of emotions in the atmosphere and immediately stopped their kiss. However, Sero didn't even move; it was almost as if he didn't even realize their interaction was put on a time-out.

"Sero? Are you good?" Kaminari asked, placing his hand on the side of Sero's face in concern. With no answer, Kaminari grew more concerned and a bit scared. "Sero!"

"Huh?" Sero mumbled, coming back to reality.

"If you don't want to do this, you don't have to." Kaminari whispered softly, rubbing his thumb along Sero's cupped cheek.

"No Kaminari, I need to do this." Sero said with a determined look on his face. "Not just for our relationship, but for me being comfortable with my sexuality."

"Our relationship will be fine if we don't have sex, Sero." Kaminari chuckled quietly.

"It's deeper than that for me." Sero mumbled, figiting with Kaminari's shirt. "Sex, for me, is a way to define a relationship. And I want to give you more than I have ever given anyone."

Kaminari's heart fluttered and his cheeks turned a nice ruby color from hearing Sero's words. Not only was Sero saying that Kaminari was the most important person he had ever dated; but, he also was implying Kaminari would be getting railed.

"Okay, but I'm going to try to go slow for you and you can pick it up when you're ready." Kaminari smiled, sneaking his hands under Sero's shirt.

"Thanks Denks." Sero said, placing a small kiss on Kaminari's lips.

Kaminari gave a small smile into kiss as he caressed Sero's sides. Kaminari pulled away and slowly unbuttoned Sero's shirt, making sure to see any signs of discomfort in Sero's eyes. There wasn't, so he took that as a sign to go further. Kaminari sat back and admired the recent marks he made along Seros neck. Despite the short amount of time it had been since Denki had made them, the color on the hickies seemed extremely bold; Denki found that very attractive.

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