Oh god! I manifested it, I spoke about it today and now he was coming over, I did this to myself! I was panicking.
"Hey Randy." I smiled in a friendly manor. The friendliest I could manage...
"Hey, listen I think someone fucked up at Athena." He pulled a piece of paper out his back pocket. "They've put 20% in my name." He placed the letter in my hand.
The blood in my body went cold. He wasn't supposed to find out! "Wait how do you know?" I frowned opening the letter.
"Well I make a specific amount of money every month and this month was a lot higher so I looked into it and it was coming from Athena." He pulled his phone out. "So I tried to call Athena but they said you weren't in so I decided to come find you." He shrugged. "I will send the money back if you give me a number." He explained.
"It wasn't a mistake." I sighed, I wasn't going to tell Randy at all but I guess he was a lot more on top of his money than I expected. "I put 20% of the company in your name." I sighed deeply.
His brows furrowed. "Why?" He looked deeply confused.
I rubbed my eyes. "Because it makes me feel better." I was stressed having to talk about this.
Randy shifted his weight onto one leg. "It.. Makes..." He wasn't making sense of this at all.
"Ugh!" I groaned. "You brought me into this life, you gave me a place to call home and people to call family, you taught me how to live in this life and I owe you everything so if it makes me feel better to give you 20% of my company then let me!" I admitted. I walked away right after feeling utterly humiliated.
"Hee!" I heard his small giggle behind me as I stormed off like a moody teenager. I went straight into my apartment and lay facedown on my bed. I groaned at myself as I replayed that last interaction over and over again.
I haven't spoken to him in so long and that was how we spoke for the first time?! I groaned again and hit my pillow with my fist. I should have just walked away telling him I was busy. God damnit! I cringed harder at myself.
I slammed my face into the pillow again, maybe this time it will knock the memory out of my head. April and Ramee were coming home tomorrow so I had something to do tomorrow but as for today... I wanted to be swallowed up... but luckily, I had Athena to work on.
I pulled out my phone and I had endless emails. I let out a big sigh, at least with this, I knew what to say. I sat for a few hours replying to emails and trying to fix problems.
I sat on the edge of my bed and placed my phone beside me. I felt drained, I wanted to get up to no good like I did the night before... I felt the need for bloodshed... I hadn't killed another person in years and I only just felt the need for the fight. I walked down to the cubby looking for Mr. K.
He wasn't in the main part so I made my way up into his apartment. He was sitting on his chair on his phone.
"Hey K!" I sat across from him.
"Ray." He smiled warmly as he looked up from the light of his phone.
"I have a favour to ask." I leaned back comfortably.
K smiled wider and put his phone in his pocket. "What can I do for you my little darling?" His eyes crinkled at the sides.
"Well as you know I've been busy with Athena for the past few years..." I looked at my hands. "And my hands have gotten too clean, I need a fight Mr. K." I admitted with a sigh. "I need a mission or something, even throw one of the boys my way and I'll fight them." I felt like I was begging him, and I didn't even care.
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FanfictionWhat happens when your best friend has an ego to rival your own? What if you love him? What if your ego won't let you? What if it does? Ray trying to figure out how to deal with her feelings while also juggling gang life, gang wars, murder for sport...