All of my pain (1)

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⚠️Warning: Abuse, self-harm, Suicidal thoughts, and death ⚠️

After being sedated by Team Flash after she tried to attempt suicide, Frost finds herself in a field of her old painful memories. All of the memories she wished never happened to her, the memories she wishes she could forget for the rest of her life. 

Play the song while reading. 

Also everyone please welcome Earth-2 Carla and Thomas Snow. 

I found myself staring up at my childhood ceiling wondering how in the hell did I get here

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I found myself staring up at my childhood ceiling wondering how in the hell did I get here. The last thing I remember is staring over at Harry and the others before everything went black. 

I was hoping that I never had to set foot in this fucking torture room again. I been locked in this room all my life.

All if my pain. All of my suffering was done in this room. The room I tried to leave in so many ways.

"This is the day. Mom and dad told me they hated me. That they wished I was dead,"

The day Charlie snap at them.

Never seen my brother that pissed at our parents.

"Leave her alone. She hasn't done anything wrong. She can't even leave that damn room you two locked her in," Time to relive another heartbreak.

"Charles, leave me and your father alone. We have to talk to your useless sister, " Talk more like yelling at me and tossing me around.

I froze as I heard the locks on my bedroom do slowly start to unlock.

Fuck. I'm twenty-seven years but I'm stuck in my five-year-old self's body.

"Don't hurt her. She's only a kid for fucks sake. I'm only a kid and you're making me keep this from the cops,"

He always looked away from me. He even took a hit to the face for me when I was eleven.

"Charles, please. I don't wanna hurt my little boy okay. Your sister needs to be punished for what she did," Carla said making me slowly crawl off my bed and other to the wall.

Before I knew what was happening around me, I was forced off the ground by my father grabbing me by the side.

"What the hell did we say about trying to get people's attention," What did you expect me to do? you haven't fed me.

Charile tried to get our father's hands off me.

"Leave her alone. I will tell the officer that came by today what you're doing, " I miss you charlie.  

"She doesn't do anything for this family. She lucky we haven't thrown her out of the damn house," Thomas said tossing me hard on the ground. 

If I didn't hurt my body to the left, I would have broken my arm when I landed on the ground. 

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