Ch-20 Hugging him

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Mayra

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Mayra

"Doctor." I turn to look at the person, very well knowing the owner of the voice by now. He walk towards us and I stood up on my feet.

"Mr.Rathore, you don't have to come here. You must be busy with your work." I said to him when he was standing in front of me with a distance of few inches only.

"I come here after completing my work. Anyways, what are doctors saying?" He ask.

"They are doing her check up." As I replied to him, I saw Meera's gynecologist walking in our direction. I walk past Reyansh to reach Dr.Varsha.

"How is she? And the baby?" I ask her. "Dr.Mayra, you know Mrs. Meera already had complications in her pregnancy and now to make it worse she fell upon her stomach because of that baby's heartbeats become slow but we are trying our best. Let's hope we could save the child otherwise abortion is the last option." Dr.Varsha explained.

When I heard the word abortion, I suddenly felt numb. It's like I wanted to listen, what people are saying around me but I can't because of the buzzing sound playing in my ear continuously. I wanted to speak something, but I can't. It's like somebody tied my tongue.

Flashbacks of all the abortion my mumma had played in front my eyes. I remember she used to cry after locking herself in the bathroom with tap on. So that no one could hear her cry, specially Harshal. Because according to him, those useless dead daughters of his doesn't deserves anyone's sorrow. His words used to hurt me more.

I still remember everything so clearly and in detail. How can that possible? It's been so long and I was so young back then. I should have forgotten everything or atleast all those memories should have faded away by now but it did not happened. They are still in my head. And it hurts so much.

While thinking all of these, I don't know when I come outside the hospital. Maybe, even my subconscious mind don't want Aavya to see me like that, otherwise she will also get worried like me.

I felt a rough at the same time warm and comfortable hands holding my both hands. I crane my neck to look at the person. My eyes met with the onyx one. They were soft than the usual times.

He is standing very close to me to give his warmth that I needed the most right now but I needed more comfort in his warmth. I will blame my weak mental strength for what I am going to do next. I lean towards him meanwhile leaving no space between us and kept my head just above his heart.

I wrapped by my hands around his torso while hugging him. His spicy Cologne hit my nostrils. I felt something beating very fast and increasing rapidly under my face. Are they Reyansh's heartbeats? Are they increasing because of me so close to him? Do I effect him that much? I am not sure it's because of me or it's just because of a opposite gender hugging out nowhere. That can also possible.

Slowly I started relaxing and so does his heartbeats. And very soon I started coming back to reality. Realization hit to me, I am hugging Reyansh Rathore, outside the hospital and he standing still, having no idea what is happening with him. Am I molesting him? Or taking advantage of him? God, this is so embarrassing. Is there any way, I could just disappear and never face him again?

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