After the Break up | Lee Felix

| Chapter 1 |

We both sit next to each other, in his room, silently. His mother called me, begging me to come over. When she did I was confused, asking what happened, but she didn't know either. She and I both knew he wouldn't want to talk to her about whatever happened, so I guess I was her last option.
But now we are sitting here, neither of us saying anything. Only his quiet sobs filling the room with sound.
Carefully I sit closer to him, as he faces the ground. Without saying anything I lay my arm around him, trying to show him that I am here to help him.
At first he tenses up, but immediately after he just relaxes into my embrace, holding unto me, like his life depended on it.
His sobs get louder, as his looks up at me.
"She left me..", is all he seems to get out, before breaking down, holding me even tighter, wetting me shirt in the process, but I don't care. All that matters is him.

"What? Why.. why would she do that?"
"I", he tries to speak, but is unable to.

After a bit he eventually calms down, letting go of me again, whipping away the last few tears, still resting on his freckled face. I've never seen him cry like his, even though we've known each other for years.
"Why don't we call the other and go out. That'll take your mind off of things", I suggest, giving him a small smile, but he shakes his head.
"No, they can't see me like that."
"We all know how much you loved her, Lucie. It's only normal for you to cry", he still doesn't seem convinced.
"Listen, you eat something and I'll call the boys and tell them to come over, alright?"
Not convinced he nods, leaving me in his room alone. A sigh escapes my lips, as I grab my phone to call everyone.

Small time skip..

Everyone rushed here as soon as they could. The second everyone entered they rushed to Felix, trying to show him their support and everytime our sunshine began to cry again. Honestly, neither of us has ever seen him in such a state before.

"And you don't know why they broke up?", Chan raises an eyebrow.
My gaze travels to Felix, who sits in the living room with the others, deciding what movie to watch.
"No. He didn't tell me."
"Strange, they seemed so happy."
I agree with him: "Guess she didn't think that.."
Before Chan could say another word, Felix calls out for me.
"Y/n, cuddle me", the blond basically begged, causing the lump in my throat to get even bigger.
"What will you do?", The taller Australian looks at me, "About your.."
"I don't know", I interrupt, "it doesn't matter. Felix needs me now. My feelings can wait a bit longer."
With that answer I leave Chan behind and walk over to the other. Careful I sot down next to Felix, who immediately wraps his arms around me, almost like he's trying to absorb every drop of love and affection I have. Usually this would make me happy, but now all this does is hurt me.
Maybe one day he'll want to hold me for me and not just for comfort..