After the Break up | Lee Felix

| Chapter 4 |

After the chat with my mother we both decided I would stay home until friday in hopes I'll be able to distance myself from Felix, or at least have a easier time doing so. Part what makes it even worst, he has been texting me everyday, asking when I'm going to stop ignoring him, but he still didn't apologize to me. He probably thinks I'm overreacting, which I am not. I mean, I am the one he hurt with his words after all.

Unsure I stare at my phone, as I sit next to my mother in her car.
"Are you sure you don't need another day?", My mother asks, keeping her eyes on the road.
"I can't miss another day. I'm sure I'll be fine", as I answer I keep my eyes on my phone, staring at the past messages he send, when I see that he's written again. A sigh escapes my lips, gaining my mothers attention again.
"He won't leave you alone, won't he?"
"I never ignored him for more than a few hours", wouldn't that be enough reason to give me some space? Guess not.
"Show me your phone", my mother says, while stoping at a red light.

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With a sigh she continues driving until we arrive at my school. Felix is still waiting at the gate for me, just like he always does. Seeing that makes my heart flutter.
"Remember, if you want to leave, give me a call and I'll pick you up."
"Yeah, I know mom. Thank you."
We both give each other a smile. Again my head turns to Felix, who still hasn't noticed my mothers car.
"Have a good day at work", I give my mother a last smile before opening the car door and leaving the car. With my head down I try to walk past Felix, but unfortunately he hears my steps, causing him to look up.
"Y/n!", He yells excitedly, trying to go in for a hug, when I stop him.
"What?", His expression turns from excited to utterly confused.
"Stop", is the only thing I say before just continuing to walk into the school building. Just like I expected Felix follows me inside, trying to talk to me, as if I was the one at fault.
"Can you stop already?", He whines, obviously annoyed, until the footsteps behind me suddenly stop. Confused I turn around to look what he is doing. To my surprise he's staring past me. As I follow his gaze I see what he's seeing.
"Of course it's her..", with a huff I continue to walk, this time without a blond following me.

When I enter the classroom Chan immediately approaches me with a worried look.
"Y/n. Are you alright?"
"Yeah, sure. I am."
"Don't lie. Did Felix talk to you yet?"
I sigh: "He tried."
"And you..?"
"Didn't let him. He's not even apologizing. I have enough of it."
Understanding the boy nods, giving me a small smile.
"So what's the plan?"
"Getting over it I guess."
"You know how?"
Feeling embarrassed I shake my head, giving him a look, to which he just chuckles softly.
"It's okay. I'll support you. Both of you."
Just as Chan says that Felix enters the classroom. Immediately he sees us and walks over.
"Why did you leave?", He gives me a annoyed look, "I needed you and you just fucking left!"
"Language."
"Yeah whatever. Why would you do this y/n?"
With a sigh I turn my head to look at him. The second my gaze meets his, I can feel a lump in my throat.
"Leave me alone. I've been irgnoring you for a reason, dumbass. Deal with our own heartbreak instead of bothering me, when you don't even need me in the first place."
Forcing myself to day these words hurt and seeing the look of pain I caused hurts even more. This is for your best y/n Please say strong.