After the Break up | Lee Felix

| Chapter 5 |

(Autor's point of view)

The weekend passed by. While y/n was busy thinking about a way to deal with life without Felix by her side, the blond boy was more than busy wondering what had happened the last week of his life. First he lost the one he considered his soulmate and then he lost his other half as well? Things seemed surreal for him, but things finally hit him Monday in the morning.

(Felix's point of view)

Unsure I stand at the school gates, turning my head first left then right and left again, in hopes to find y/n. Everything has been feeling strange since she told me to leave her alone. Was she serious? No, of course not. We've been friends since forever. She wouldn't throw away our friendship after something like that, would she? Nah, of course not.

After a few more minutes I can finally see my best friend at the end of the street. To my surprise she's not alone, instead she's with Chan. Both are laughing, obviously enjoying each other's company a lot. As they come closer their laughs get louder and more clear. Something about seeing this makes my chest hurt more than it should, if it should hurt at all.
"Hey", I try to greet them, what y/n completely ignores, while Chan gives me a small nod, before walking past me together with my best friend. Completely confused I look after them.
What is going on?
Even though this is more than confusing, I try my best to shake it off. Going to class and focusing on the lession would probably be the best thing to do. Though it means I'll have to deal with my ex and also y/n, who seems to hate me now. Guess there is no way around it.

Feeling powerless I walk to the class, meeting my ex and her new boyfriend on the way. She seems happy. Really happy. Maybe she really didn't or rather doesn't need me anymore. Thinking this my heart aches even more, as the tears build up yet again. Immediately I rush into the classroom, hoping to find y/n. She will be there for me, right?
When I see her, I immediately smile. She's still with Chan. Both are laughing, having fun, just like they did when walking to school today. They really are all happy without me, aren't they? Even though I really want to approach her and talk to her about it, I know she doesn't want to talk to me. She probably never will want to do anything with me anymore.
"Hey Felix", Jisung, one of my friends approaches me. I give him a short smile before turning back to look at y/n and Chan.
"They seem to get along well", my friends points out with a short chuckle. Awkwardly I chuckle along.
"Yeah, they really do."
"They would make a cute couple", he adds to my surprise. In shock I turn around to look at am.
"What? No.. no, they would never, would they?"
"Why not?", Seeing Jisungs innocent look makes me even more upset.
"They're.. both my friends. They can't date!"
I realize I unintentionally raised my voice, when I notice every student on the room staring at me, confused why I'm suddenly so upset. Even y/n and Chan are looking. When y/n and I make eye contact, she immediately turns her head away again, trying to avoid my gaze. After a few other seconds of awkward silence, Jisung starts to laugh loudly.
"Alright mister jelly", he still giggles, taking me to our seats.

Am I.. jealous?