'Say what'

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#4206+words Edited 11/08/2023

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Stiles POV

"Stiles get up for school" I heard my pops yell from outside my bedroom door "ugh I'm up already" I groaned getting out of bed, I took a shower and taken my meds I sighed thinking about school and what awaits me there I scoffed yeah nothing, since Scott's been with Allison it's like he's forgotten about me, Lydia got with Aiden after Jackson left for England so I haven't spent much time with her, the rest of the pack slowly stopped talking to me, whenever I tried to call or text them it was either ignored or they made an excuse up, even without being a werewolf I knew they were excuses, in the end I stopped trying but maybe that was the best thing for me because it was making me second guess myself, I knew that it was unfair to myself to do that and then Jackson return to Beacon Hills, he left to live in England but came back eight months later saying it wasn't home

When he left, I never heard from him but then one day he sent me an email asking for some help in research, of course I was surprised but given I had nothing else to do, I helped him, after that we emailed each other every day, it didn't start out as being comfortable but within a few weeks he soon became a close friend, I told him how me and Scott weren't as close as we once were and according to him that was the most shocking thing he's ever heard, when he told me he was gay -over video call- I was shocked but I ended up laughing and falling off my bed before calming down enough to gasp out "me too" we both started laughing again over the whole thing, after that he would tell me about the guys he's dated or he was dating, he asked me about my own sex life and whilst he wasn't as exciting as his -I was still a virgin during that conversation- I could ask him questions about it though and he would try and answer them for me

When he did come back into town we hung out, I think those few weeks emailing each other helped because if we had to have those conversations here face-to-face then I don't think we would've spoken like that, two days after his return Danny came into the picture, during one of our calls he asked me if he could tell Danny about me being gay and after thinking it over I said yes, and even though I saw Danny in school we never spoke until Jackson came back, then Danny would drag us out to The Jungle and I can say you don't stay a virgin in that place for long especially when Danny and Jackson dress you up, though I had the time of my life anyway, as cliché as it sounds I did loose my virginity there, well not there to be precise but with someone who went there, Jackson and Danny told me who was good for a simple hook-up and who to stay away from

It was an experience to say the least and I never regretted going with them, it was fun and we bonded over us all liking guys, they tried to get me dress differently and on a Saturday a few weeks after we all started hanging out, Jackson and Danny took me shopping, with me not hanging out with scott and my job at the coffee shop gave me more money to spend, so the money I saved was spent in one day with those two, they even treated me to an outfit specifically for The Jungle, other times we just hung out at mine or the guys would take a trip to an open field and we would practice lacrosse for long hours and it has helped, I've often gone home tired with bruises, when Jackson and Danny saw my bruises they wanted to stop but I wouldn't let them because I wanted to improve my playing

I have gotten better playing and coach even lets me play now which had me excited, I nearly wet myself laughing when I saw Scott's face when coach allowed me to play for the first time and I even scored a few goals, me and the guys celebrated by going out to eat and even treating my pops to a pizza, Danny and Jackson have become the sort of friends that someone like me needs, someone who I can have a sensible conversation with, who don't mind me being a little crazy at times, who laughs with me over the simplest thing and they push me to try something new without being dicks about it, they are great friends, I'm just sad that it took this long for us to realise that we do have things in common, and they give back as well, were as scott only took from me, Jackson and Danny will always make sure it's a give and take friendship, which makes me smile every time I think about it

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