Loving you is killing me (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter two

I couldn't sleep that night. My head was full of memories on my childhood, my father, my old friends and mostly on what happend earlier that night. I could almost touch all those changes! I couldn't believe that Harry Styles, one second flirty, one second so possesive, saved my life. I would never ever expect that he'd do this for me... But he probably didn't do it for me, but for his own pleasure... What would he do with my dead body, right? Still, he saved me and I owe him, even I hate this feeling. But what I didn't understand the most was the way he made me his girlfriend without a question, just because he wanted to. Im not that pretty...... With all these thoughts I fell asleep for few hours.

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When I woke up, I realize something. It's Saturday... It's Saturday morning and was at home.... Which normaly, Im not, not there I sleep with so many guys. Cause of all my bad memories on Saturdays, Im trying to be anywhere else just not at home. Mostly Im somewhere with my girls, or we're going somewhere with my mummy. It's strange feeling..... I felt a bit scared of things that might happen today. I stood up, put away all these negative thoughts. I looked into the mirror and... I almost screamed cause of the bags under my eyes! Gosh Carly, you should have sleep more you idiot! I brished my teeth, went to the kitchen, where my mummy was. "Long night huh? And what are you doing at home? you're NEVER at home on Saturday!" she looked confused. "Yeah, I know, last night.... was difficult mum. I had really weird night." I told her with a little smile. "What happend sweetie? Tell me about it!" "Well, I met one guy, not that i like him or anything, but..." I didn¨t know what to say to her. Hey mum! One guy just told me Im his, then saved my life and Im going to dinner with him? No, I couldn't! She wouldn't understand the importance of it! So I went on with this: "but, he likes me. Well, I guess Im going to dinner with him, just to tell him to leave me alone. I'll be fine!" made a happy smile to make her sure that Im really fine. Though I wasn't. "Im going to call the girls, need to talk to them!" told my mum and went to my bedroom. "Frankie? Hey, do you have time? Need to talk to you girls, immediately. Can you call Michelle and be here in an hour?" I told her, she replied with simple "yes" and hang up. I went to prepare myself, just put on some leggins and wide T-shirt.

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"Wait, what? Harry f**cking Styles saved you from some maniac?" Both girls were really surprised by the story I told them. "Yeah, I know it's weird, but you know, he did it just because it's for his pleasure. To have somebody to be bossy on!!!" I told them with light smile. Suddenly, my phone vibrated. I wanted to see, who is texting me, but Frankie was faster. ""Hey Carly, Im  picking you at 5 pm in front of your house. Don't try to avoid me. Wear something hot! Harry xx"

We were all staring at the phone, speachless. After few seconds Michelle simply said: "Oh shit!" That was exactly those two words bllowing in my mind. "Did you give him your number or....?" Frankie asked me. "I didn't! I would never ever do that! He's is such a freak, he really can get everything what he wants!" I was so damn angry! I was not going to reply him! "Are you going to go there Carly?" Michelle asked me quietly. "Do I have another choice? He's obviously freak, and I can do nothing else, than just...... He need to hate me, he need to realise that I was not good choice, he need to break up with me!" that was my plan! Just to make him hate me so much, that he won't like to date me anymore. Both girls agreed with me, best plan I've ever made! I hoped so....

Girls needed to go, Michelle to meet her boyfriend and Frankie... Well I don't know why did she go, but I never know, when it's her. I looked in the mirror and thought about the clothes for this special event. There were only few options in my mind. The first was black tight jeans, white tank top and my pink blazer, black high heels and I'd wear my pink rouge which matches with that blazer and also my favourite cat lines. Then there were some dress..... But I had no idea which of them. I have so many, that it's really hard to chose. Or my nude leather A-skirt with black shirt, high heels a I'd curl my hair. Decisions, decisions......

It was 4.45 and I was almost done. I've deciced to wear the skirt with a shirt. It looked quite good. Oh c'mon, I looked stunning!I didn't know if that was, what I wanted but still... I was satisfied with myself. I went to the living room, where my mum was. "Oh babe, you look perfect! Where are you going?" she asked me nicely. "Just a dinner with one.... boy, mum" I said her as nice as possible. "I need to go now, he's probably waiting for me, bye" I kissed her cheek and went downstairs. Please, don't be there, forget about me, I was praying, though I knew he is definitely there! When I walked out the house, I saw him. He was wearing white T-shirt, black tight jeans and red converse. He was really sexy! Stop it Carly! he's is your enemy!!!! "Wow, you look great, love" he said with his amused smile. I knew this is gonna be really long evening!