Loving you is killing me (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter three

I was ready to play the game I made for myself. Be the annoying girl, who wants him.... I heard he doesn't like those girls, I need to be like them!! Inhale, exhale, inhale Carly, you can do this! "Awwwh, thank you Harry, you're so sweet. But you.... You look perfect today!!!" He looked at me confused, his amused smile was gone. Yes yes yes Carly!!! He's going to hate you! Haha, I loved this! "Uhm, yeah, thanks. We're better be going! C'mon" he said still bit shocked by my reaction. I made really happy smile on him, and went to the car. He was staring at me, then shaked his head and went to sit too. The ride to the restaurant was quiet, fortunately. Harry didn't even try to start a conversation and I was really happy for that. I have no idea what would I told him. When we arrived to the restaurant, I was surprised. It was not any pub, but one really small and nice restaurant. We walked there, quietly again. "Hello, Mr. Styles. Your table is over there" waiter said with shy smile. He was obviously afraid of him, cause he didn't even look to Harry's eyes.

We sat to the table the guy pointed us to. Harry was looking at me somehow.... different. I was sure that he doesn't like me anymore. "So Carly, what did you do today?" he asked me without wanting any reply. "Well, I was at home, with my mum, with my best friends, thinking of you love. How about you Harry?" I asked him sweetly. He clenched his jaws and replied angrily:"Not your bussines Carly. Why... why are you acting this weird?" Wohoo, somebody got angry, I thought. "Not my bussiness? Im your GIRL Harry, I need to know, what my love did today!! How am I acting, hm?" god! I could've been an actress! Suddenly, he grabbed my elbow and whispered (that way, that I was kinda scared): "I don't know what's your point Carly, but....." then he realised something. And I knew that the SOMETHING was my genious plan! "Hahahaha, you really thought that if you did act weird, I'd left you alone? You were wrong! I want you, I can have you. That's it. Nothing more Carly! So stop this theathre and act normally!" I was shocked..... I hoped, I really thought that he'd left me alone. But nah! That wouldn't be Harry Styles!! I pulled my elbow out of his hand and made bubbly face on him. "Why me Styles? That's the only thing I really want to know. Why did you chose me?" I almost whispered. "You have something in you, something misterious. And also... of course you're good looking so you'll represent me well enough. Is this answer enough for you?"  "But, have you looked on it in my point of view? That I couldn't chose what I want, you didn't give me the chance to be happy. And also, Harry, you know nothing about me, I know nothing about you! It makes no sense, the two of us dating...." He was staring at me for a while and then said: "Then tell me something about you, so I can know you." "You just don't see my point, do you? Arghhh.... Ok, is there any chance that you'd make up your mind and change your opinion on our 'relationship'? I asked him with some hope. Yeah, the hope was really really small, but still it was there!

He made a big smile and I already knew the answer. "What do you think babe? I won't change my mind, so...let's talk about this early morning. Why did you left me there in the club, huh?" I couldn't told him that, he would've made advantage on me. "Well, I told you earlier today, you scared me, I remembered something, I won't tell you, then you saved my life and I'm thankful to you. That's it. Is it good answer?" I asked him bit angry, cause that's the feeling I always have when I see him. Anger. "I didn't really mean to scare you Carly, you just made me furious by hitting me! It was mistake and you know that. Never do that again, undesrtand me?" he asked me less angry then I'd expected. "Then don't be so bossy on me Harry! Im not your bitch, so you won't act to me like that! I've got one question on you... Where is your ex?....ehmmmm... Natally?" I asked him, nervous as hell. "Well, it's not a secret. She moved to California." When he said that, I realised something. I heard about this. She was so scared of him that she better ran away, then being his girlfriend. I almost passed out. Is he that bad that she had to run away? "What have done to her, that she ran away?!" "I haven't done anything that bad, she was a bitch. She didn't understand the meaning of word 'girlfriend' especially my girlfriend. I need a girl, who understands the way Im acting, the way I need her and these stuffs. Hope you'll be more clever than she was!" he said happily.

"Im not any trained monkey, Styles! I don't think I'll be your perfect girl!" "Im gonna tell you some rules, ok? There are some things which are banned! So firstly, you can't sleep with anyone else than me. You can't flirt with anyone, 'cause you're obviously my girl. Then, if I call you, you have to have time for me. When we'll be together, you'll wear something nice, you have to represent me. And the most important rule is: Girls are not allowed to sleep in my bed. Of course, we can have sex there, but after that, you'll walk home.Everything clear?" When he ended hi speach, I was totally speachless. My mouth was opened and I was just staring at him. "Anything you would like to add Carolina?" "Yes, please!!! I have some disagrements. Firstly, I can flirt! Flirting is kinda my life-style so you can't just erase it. I can understand the sex thing, but you need to promise me the same. Just in case of some illness. I won't have time on you all the time, I've got school, friends and family, so you need to call day before you wanna meet me. Im always wearing nice things, so that won't  be problem. And the sleeping thing, I don't really understand it, but Im not planning to sleep with you, so no problem. I can only agree if you'll agree with me." He was staring at me for a while and then said: "Fine, I don't really like it, but you're on stubborn lady, and I don't really have a mood to argue with you. So ok, I can agree. Can you?" I knew I had to agree with him, therefore he'd be more and more angry. "Fine Styles, but Im not the good girl, so don't expect me to be one."

Dinner continued in the style of: "My favourite color is purple, yours?" and these kind of things. It was real 'fun'. In the middle of our conversation, one man came to us. I didn't even look at him, thought he's gonna talk with Harry. "Hey you bitch, heard you're dating HIM! When I wanted to date you, you said you can't." then he cought my hand. It was unexpectable, so I gasped. "I'm sorry.... whoever you are. Leave me alone. Do you hear me?" I didn't know what to do, but Harry obviously knew. He stood up, cought the man's elbow and he said:"Touch her again, and I can promise you, it'll be last touch in your shitty life. Now, apologise her and walk away, or Im gonna do something really bad to you!" Even I knew he's damn serious. The guy looked quite scared, and I wasn't surprised. He said little 'sorry', slightly pushed Harry away and walked away as fast as possible.  "Who the hell was that?" he asked me quiet pissed. "I don't know, I probably slept with him but.... yeah, I have no idea who he was." I smiled at him, but it didn't really help. "Hm, hope we'll meet more of them! If anybody touch you again, I promise I'll kill him!" "Oh calm down there, Rambo! No need to killing innocent people. I'll try to avoid these situations. Just calm down!" I said quietly, 'cause I didn't want to piss him any more. "Fine, try it, please. Do you wanna go to club or just home, Carly?" he asked me bit calmer then few seconds ago."I wanna go home, Im really tired, last night was... difficult." "Ok, I'll drive you, let's go." he said with a light smile. He was kinda hot with those dimples. I can't think of him like that!

We both stood up and left the restaurant. I guess he's there quite often, cause he just moved his head toward the waiter, he smiled and we exited this nice place. When we sat to the car, Harry asked me:"Carly, did I hurt you yesterday?" "What? Well, it was bit painfull, but... No you were not hurting me, as you think. Don't worry. I wouldn't be sitting here, if you hurt me." I smiled at him. I didn't know what am I doing, but I felt relaxed next to him. Not that we were best friend or anything, but I knew he was no planning to hurt me. We drove to my flat quietly again, but this time, it was not the awkward silence. this time, it was just the normal one, tired one. When the car stopped I said:"It was nice, mostly. So thanks Harry." "I mostly like it too, see ya tomorrow?" I thought.... "Well, need to study for my exams, so I don't think so. See ya someday Harry!" Then I smiled at him and went out of the car. He wanted to say something, but I didn't let him. I walked right into our house and then I heard similiar noise. Mum's cry.......

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