Loving you is killing me (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter Eleven

*Carly's POV*

I woke the other morning, feeling much better than I did in pas few days. I still had the picture of last night in my mind. I was replaying his words all over again. He said he needed me, that he wanted to make me happy. I had no idea why, but I trusted his every single word. Maybe he really regret everything, maybe he was also sad, but I couldn't know that for sure.

My father was fortunately still with his guys out of the town, so I went to the kitchen without a fear. "Hey love, you look much better today. How are you?" my mummy hugged me. "I'm fine mum, thanks. I really feel better, you know? Hah, anyway, how are you?" I smiled at her. We talked for a long time as I didn't speak to her for a quiet while. "Don't you wanna go to the shopping centre with me today? We haven't been anywhere together for a while." My mum said."Uhm sure, but, don't you have a work?" "I do Carly, but today I've got night shift. So we're gonna go there about midday, is it alright?" I just smiled, kissed her and went back to my room.

I looked to the mirror and I had to smile. The hole in my chest was now healing. I felt so much better, even though it could be just lies, 'cause he was drunk.

I checked my phone to find that I have 5 missed calls from Harry and few messages. First: Hey Carly, I just wanted to make sure you're alright. Second: Is everything alright? Next: Carly, where are you? Are you ok? Next: CAROLINA!!!! They all were from Harry. I had to smile for myself. This assured me that he wanted me back.

I picked the phone and called him. After just one ring he picked it up: Carolina? Is it you? I laughed. "No, it's her ghost... Who else would it be weirdo?" "Stop making jokes! Why didn't you answer the phone, huh? You know I was scared that something might have happened to you?" "Harry, stop making scenes. In these 2 weeks, you didn't care if I'm alright and after one night you're scared to death, if something might have happened to me? Don't be ridiculous Styles" I didn't mean to be harsh at him, but like really? He was acting like a fool. "What should have I done? Just grabbed phone and called you when you hated me? Can we talk about it in person and not like this... Don't you wanna go for a lunch, so we can talk?" He asked... nicely. "Uhm, sorry, but I just promised my mum to go with her for lunch, so I'm gonna reject ya. Anyway, still into partying today?" "Yeah, sure, I promised it! Have fun with your mum, and text where to be tonight. And let me know you're ok, during the day! See ya love!" Then he hanged up.

He could be so damn frustrating! I just sighed and got up to make sure, I'd get dressed for a shopping centre.

Few hours later we were in the centre, just having the lunch. My mum was relaxed the whole day, probably because my father was nowhere to be seen. Suddenly my pocket vibrated. I put the phone out and answered it: "Didn't I tell you to let me know you're ok.... What didn't you understand about that, huh?" Harry yelled through the speaker. "Gosh, calm down! I forgot, we were having a nice time with my mum and I just lost the track of time... I am fine, Harry!" I talked to him like he was little child... He was definitely acting like one. "I'm gonna text you later, bye Harry!" then I hanged up, even though I heard he wanted to say something.

Mum raised her eye brow and I just shaked my head... I really wasn't at mood to explain everything to her.

/Few hours later/

I was getting ready, trying to look really hot. I washed my hair and blew them into lovely curls. I put some make up on, lots of eye liner and mascara, some pink blush and my make up was done. When I was choosing the clothes, I wasn't quiet sure if I should wear a tight jeans with some lace shirt or a skirt and some lovely shirt...

I decided to wear the skirt with a shirt (multimedia on the side). You look pretty good, Carly, I said to myself. When I was at shop, I talked to Jade and told her about partying tonight, and of course, she was more than happy to come with Louis. So I called her: "Hey Jade, ya ready?" "Hey, sure, so are we still going to Cable club? Just to be sure" she said politely. "Of course we are. Well see ya there in about... hm.. 30 minutes?" I asked. "Uhm, sure. Wel'll be there. See ya!!" Then the line went blank.