Loving you is killing me (Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter ten

When I was leaving the club, I couldn't hold those tears back anymore. He was saying all those sh*ts 2 weeks ago, that I was just a sex toy, that I don't mean a thing to him and now, he almost beat the shit our of a boy who was touching me. I did it on purpose, just to see his reaction, but I thought I'd see just smile and 'I don't care' look, so I could move on. But no, he had to ran there and be defensive over me. I'm so confused. There are only two options: he's playing some sick game again, or he's maybe in lo.... No! Definitely not! It has to be the first option, he is playing some sh*tty games with me again.

I came home and went straight to my room. I just layed down on my bed and I was staring at the ceiling. My life was so empy without him texting me possesively, or my friends around me. I was alone. My mum had a night schift, my father... well I didn't miss him, so it's ok he's not there and I was there, in an empy apartment, alone. I wanted to just hug Harry, just for a moment feel his wonderful smell, see his dimples when he smiles, just to be around him for a while. But I coudln't. He made me leave the worst possible way....

I never thought I'd do that, but I listened to Beethoven, Bach and all amazing piano songs. It was so soothing to my broken heart. When I was half asleep, my phone rang out loud. I wasn't able to move, so I just ignored it. But after few seconds, it rang again. And then again, and again...

I made my lazy ass to stand up and get the phone. "Hello..." I said sleepily. "Carly? Where are you? Are you at home?" Louis said in horror. "Yeah, I'm sorry I didn't text you guys, I was just tired, so I'm at home" I half lied. "No. it's not about that, I saw you going away but... Harry.. he's..." I didn't even let him to finished and I almost yelled:"What's with him Louis? Is he alright?" "No Carly, he's not... I mean... He got into some fight and he's really drunk and he won't stop talking about you. Can you come to my apartment? I'll text you the address!" he sound really worried. "Sure, text me and I'll be there ASAP, just make sure he's alright, please." I begged him.

I didn't care how much he hurt me, how embarrassed I was when I was leaving his apartment, but if he was in a fight, I need to make sure he's alright. At the moment Louis texted me his adress, I ran out of our flat and headed right to the street, to catch some taxi. It was really easy, as I live kinda in the centre of London. I gave taxidriver the adress and started to pray for Harry. He's alright, he won't need any medical care, he won't be that drunk, he'll be just fine, I was saying this sentences in my head all over again.

When I got to the place, I rushed to the flat. I hope that he wouldn't eject me... Again.

I opened the door and what I saw almost broke my broken heart. He was laying on the floor, blood all over his face, his fists bloody too, his T-shirt ripped, his hair really messy... And he was asleep, or I hope that it was sleep. "You're here Carly, good." Louis said with a huge relief in his voice. Jade was also there, sitting quietly next to Louis. "What the f*ck happened? Who did he fight with?" I almost shouted. "He... well, after you left, he was on a bar, and he drank a lot. I mean a lot lot. I haven't seen him drinking this much for a quiet while. Then, some blond man came to him, whispered something to him and.. Harry looked furious. He punched him and then it was continuing in a fight for a while, before bodyguards came and threw them out of that place. We followed him and he was saying your name all over again like: "I need her, ok? I need Carly! Just get her here to me!" He wouldn't stop talking about you... so I called you...Sorry..." Louis said probably little embarrassed.

"No Louis, it's ok that you called me. If he was this furious, it's good you did what he wanted. Is he asleep now or did he just passed away?" I asked silently. I was watching his damaged body, still so beautiful body. His breath was shaking, I could see that. Even thought he was asleep, I saw his heart beating fast. "He's asleep, I guess. Can you guys help me to get him to the sofa? I've already remade it to a bed for him." Jade said. She was so nice, really!! "Yeah, sure, let's put this poo there!" Louis said obviously in better temper.