Aching For Eternity

Part 35 : Needed To Belong

You are breaking me from inside karan..you really are.....

Kk : See thats what I was scared of....I am not the kind of guy you should be with teju.. I can hurt you..I don't know how to handle emotions and I always hide it behind my anger ..my rudeness... you saying I was rude and I didn't cared but I did ..I cared...I don't want my emotions to take over me..

Teju : You never cared karan ..you never.. Our talks was nothing for you..

Kk : No ..I agree at first I didn't care.. then we started talking..it became habitual for me.. you were different soo different. I never had met anyone like you .Your caring nature..the way you would talk ..your innocence.. your childish nature but at the same time being so mature whenever needed...You would listen..you would scold like mum used to..and I was happy to talk with you.....as said peace ..I used to feel peace with you...then you left ...you just left ..I know I used behave weird but trust me everything was new and I wasn't being able to understand....so in order suppress it I used act weird and I know that.. but you used to understand...right ?? So why didn't you?? I was stupid teju..I let you go ..I know .. but when you left I became restless..everything was there but nothing made sense ..life was like before but still there was integral part missing. I didn't realize it..I left office ,worked hard and party hard ..initial everything felt sorted but slowly realized what I want is not with me ...

Teju : Karan ...

Kk: Shhsshhh..I know you won't believe me..I don't expect you to...but trust me when I saw you here ..I was happy soo happy..I was sure I won't be repeating same mistake..I won't let you go.. But ankit..ankit was there.. He was everything you wanted ..Supportive, loving ,caring and a true gentleman. The way you used to laugh with him ..the way you used to dance with him..

Then kk touches her hand and her waist and pulled her closer.

Kk : He touched you here ..he holds your hands like this..and its burnt me...but I know its your life and you can give rights to anyone you like...but I wanted that right....

Teju : Then why didn't you take that right ...why you didn't claim it...

Kk : I needed to given right teju.. if would have done that if I knew I had been given right..But I wasn't....I need to belong teju and I wasn't.....and when you came here with ankit its proven .. I needed you...was getting addicted to you ..it was new feeling..I never felt like that before...and I knew you and I we were different..your values were different..how could you like someone like me ..I know I was self centered but what to do ..Noone made me feel like you did ..I was scared I would hurt you ....

Teju : You are hurting me now karan..you wouldn't have hurt me if you have said all these things..

Kk : You wanted family ..you wanted commitments ..I knew ...and trust me I wanted to do these all.But I was scared  that I would fail..scared what if I couldn't give you what you desire..so I wanted to distance..I wanted to behave like I didn't care...and then I lost you.. Ankit is lucky man ..he got you ...he got you teju

Till then both of them were crying..Teju wanted to talk but word were not forming from her mouth..she was happy that kk felt same..but at the same time she was hurt that kk thinks she could love someone else..

Teju : Karan....I I...ka....

Kk : I know teju this sudden things its making you uncomfortable..I know I should have said all these things ..I know.. forget this teju ...Go just go.. whatever I said its shouldn't matter ..just go your happiness is waiting for you..your bright future is waiting for you..Just go...

Till then kk was holding her but after saying all those things he left her and turned back..

Kk : Just go teju.. just leave me alone ..just go...

Teju went infront of kk..

Teju : Do you really want me to go ?? Will you be able to see me with someone else??You can't Mr.kundrra you can't..what do you think only you have feelings..What about my feelings. Have you ever thought about that. what I needed what I wanted..did you ever try to understand?

Kk : There is nothing left to understand here teju ..I saw everything..Everything happened infront of me. So trust me I understood everything. Teju don't make it more complicated...

Teju : What you saw?? You saw him kissing my forehead..you saw us hugging ..you saw me laughing with him? He is just a good friend karan who supported me whenever I needed..I don't feel anything more than that for him.. All this long I only have someone in my hurt..What do you think I was happy in state? every single thing reminded me of you..One small thing and I wanted to call and tell you ..but I couldn't.. I was scared karan...what if you won't even remember me....you made me believe that I was nothing for you..and when I saw you here my feelings got more intense.. do you realize how much it hurt me when riya used to be close to you ...I thought she was you type..and when I heard about marriage things from vidhi..I losted there ..felt like I lost everything.. my heart was broken.....

Kk : My type ?? Seriously now?? Ya my type ... she was never the one teju .. I never felt anything for her.. and how could you believe anything easily.... but like I said this doesn't matter at all now.. I request you please leave and let's not see each other in future...

Teju then grabbed his collar.

Teju : Listen Mr.kundrra I don't care what you think now..I came here to talk to you so you will now listen to me carefully.. you needed right ..you needed to belong.. so here I am giving you the right and I am telling you that you  belong to me... I wanted you always.. I want my bright future with you..I want our forever so dare you leave me now. Trust me I  gonna kill you this time..Is this  clear to you Mr.kundrra.. cuz I don't like repeating myself...

Kk : Teju you don't understand..I can hurt you ...and you don't deserve this..

Teju : Then make me understand karan.. why would you hurt me?? Why can't we have normal life?? come on just stop it now karan.. please..

Kk then turned to opposite direction....

Teju : Ok fine.. if you want this..fine I will go to Ankit.. if that makes you happy.. If you will be in peace if I am not in your life ..Then be it that way..you want us to never meet ..ok if that's what you want ...

Teju then started to walk passing kk......

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SO WILL KK LET TEJU LEAVE AGAIN ?? WILL THEY NEVER MEET IN FUTURE ? LET'S FIND OUT IN UPCOMING CHAPTERS TILL THEN KEEP SUPPORTING......