Yn's POV
I got home and bathed for a long time. I got out and just laid in my bed,looking out of the big window In front of me,laying on my left side. I heard my door open and I looked back,and saw August walking toward me with a Chick-Fil-A bag and some water. I turned back around and continued to stare out the window. He walked in front of me. I turned to the other side facing the door and he sighed.
"Yn you can't just sit here everyday" he said looking at me. I turned back around to face him.
"You don't know what it's liked to get raped August. It's traumatizing,and it's hard to overcome. If you ever got raped,you would understand." I said with tears.
"Raped? He raped you?" He asked unknowingly.
"Yes..it hurt August,it's not a pretty sight,or feeling." I said letting the tears slip from my eyes,and stroll down my cheeks. I could see his veins pop,and his Carmel skin get red. He was angry. He calmed down and sat next to me,and just hugged me.
"I'm so sorry baby,I'm so sorry" he said hugging me,and kissing my forehead. He just hugged me tight and laid back with me. He rocked me back and forth and we just laid there,I loved August..so much.
"I love you.."I said.
"I love you more baby and I'm so sorry" he said still comforting me. We drifted off to sleep and for the rest of the night we stayed in that spot.
The next morning,I woke up and walked in the bathroom. I had told my nana everything when I got back. She walked in the bathroom and hugged me.
"You okay?" She asked.
"Yea" I said washing my face. She hugged me again and walked out . I got in the shower,and almost didn't wanna touch my own body. I just felt so uncomfortable. August walked in and saw me just standing there.
He took off his clothes and hopped in with me. He grabbed my wash towel and started washing my body. It felt so weird,and my body was getting numb. Rape is something that can ruin your life,and I don't wish it on my worst enemy.
August guided me out,and dried me off. It was like I was a baby all over again. He helped me with my clothes,and put my hair in the worst bun I've ever seen,but the best he could do. I brushed my teeth,and put on my shoes. August tied them. It was like all the nerves in my hands were numb. I grabbed my phone,and walked downstairs slowly. I got a call from magic and I answered.
"Hey magic" I said.
"Hey girly,you okay?" She asked.
"Yep" I lied.
"Okay boo,you wanna go out for a while to get your mind off of things" she asked.
"No.." I said rudely. She was quiet for a while,then she spoke.
"Okay well call me if you need to" she said.
"Okay" I said as we hung up in unison. I felt kind of bad for treating magic like that. I walked to my room and laid down.
WEEKS LATER...
So I feel much better,I don't really think about it a lot,and I'm focused on my life right now. We about to go on prom in like 3 weeks,and I still don't have a dress😩 and August didn't ask me yet..I'm not going with him if he doesn't ask me,I don't care if he's my boyfriend,I'll be going with a different boy. So I'm still waiting.
I walked downstairs and nobody was there,I went to the kitchen and saw a note. It read:
Come to my mamas house babe
-August
I got dressed and headed to her house. Mama Sheila loved me so much. I got there and knocked on the door. I walked in and saw everybody there. I smiled. They were trying to make me feel better. I loved august. He cares so much.
~journey😈😍
