Yn's pov
Okay so today makes an official month that me and Lucas have been together. We on our way to lunch now. I got showered and dressed and we started out. We got there and sat down at a booth. I sipped my raspberry tea,and looked at Lucas who was eyeing me.
"What?" I asked.
"Why you so cute" he smiled. I giggled.
"I don't know,my mama was sexy though" I said.
"True,true" he looked at his phone. I started looking around. And then August walked in😭lord.
Okay so let me explain this to yall. Lucas don't like August,and August doesn't like Lucas. I think it's because of me though. Lucas thinks August is always to close to me,and August wants me to be with him. So they scoff each other all the time, it's annoying. Lucas followed my eyes and seen aug.
Fuck.
"Yo what the fuck he Doing here?" He said upset.
"He can't be in here luc?" I asked.
"Nah" Lucas said. I kissed him trying to calm him down. I kissed him over and over again to make him calm down. August eventually saw me and walked over and hugged me.
"Hey ma"he said purposely trying to make Lucas mad.
"Yo get the fuck out" Lucas said. August hugged me again and kissed my cheek.
"Bye beautiful"he semi whispered in my ear. Lucas pulled him back and started punching him. I yelled at him to stop.
"LUCAS STOP!" I yelled. He stopped.
"Yo why the fuck you taking up for him?" He asked mad as fuck.
August got up and spit blood.
"But Who fucked her right before yall got together? Who? Remind me cause I don't remember." August said smiling .
Lucas looked at me,and I looked at August. Oh I was gonna kill him.
"Is that true? Tell me the truth Yn don't lie to me,I'm already heated asf rn" he said. I nodded a little. He put his hands in his face.
"...baby" I said grabbing his arm.
"You said you were a Virgin.." He snatched away.
"I'm sorry Lucas,I didn't know you were gonna ask me out,and so..you know,and I really didn't mean to hurt you Lucas. I swear." I said hoping he would have it in his heart to forgive me. He shook his head.
"Yn I fucking loved you,and you don't see that. Your selfish,all you think about is you. When you didn't tell me about this you were thinking about how to save yourself,you didn't stop to think how I would feel. And when I didn't call you,you were thinking of your self. I always sit around and apologize for what YOU did,and I feel sorry. But nah..I'm obviously not enough for you Yn. And your so damn insecure,if i say I want you,that's who I want,your so self centered and conceited,you fucked up Yn,you fucked up."
He walked out and left me there standing dumb founded. I was speechless.
Me? Selfish? How? August drove me home because Lucas left me. I ignored August the whole time though for causing this.
I took a shower and I couldn't sleep,knowing that Lucas was so mad at me..
~journey😈💕☺️🙊
