The next day my nana told me to start packing. I gave her the eye because I really didn't want to leave LA. I've lived here ever since my mom passed,I have memories here.
A tear fell as I took pictures off the wall. I looked at the picture closest to my window and took it off the wall. I looked at it and it was a picture of me and Kayla. I was gonna miss my best friend. I smiled and another tear slipped.
I put it in the box and moved on to the next picture. It was me and Lucas. I was gonna miss him too. I put it in the box. The last picture on the wall closest to my window, was me and August. That's when I really cried. I loved August so much. I really didn't want to leave him. I picked it up.
In the picture you could tell we were in love. You could see that night was falling,and I was on his back,laughing. He was smiling and we were just so cute. I kissed it. I put that one in my purse.
There was one last thing on my night stand. It was a picture of my mama,and at the bottom a picture of me and my her.
I picked it up. She was soooo beautiful. I looked at it then kisses it. I also put that one in my purse.
We were leaving in two days. I did my hair and out out my outfit for tomorrow. August texted me that he was coming over. He got here and we went to my room. He sat on my bed as I packed the things in my closet.
"So..when you leave?" He asked.
"Two days" I said pulling things down from the hangers. I could feel his eyes on me,and I could also feel his pain,and one thing I know about my boyfriend August,was that he neverrrr shows or tells how he really feels,you have to force it out of him. But this time I felt what he felt. I stopped and sat on his lap.
"I know baby" I kissed his lips.
"Yn I'm gonna miss you..I don't know how I'm gonna live without seeing you everyday." He confessed. I kissed him again..and again..and again. I just r wanted him not to be sad. I finished packing and he had to leave.
"I'm taking you out tomorrow,spend our last day together" he said.
"Okay" I smiled and we kissed goodnight,and he left.
The next morning j woke up and did my hygiene. I took my phone off the charger and did my hair. I wanted to spend my last day in LA with him. I put on my clothes and August picked me up. We went all around the city. First to breakfast, then shopping,my favvvvv. Then we went to the fair,and we took pictures for when I leave. Then we went home to get dressed for dinner.
I put on a tight black dress with lace at the top. I bought it when I was shopping with Aug today. I put my hair like messy curly kind of style.
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Aight came back and I finished my makeup and walked to the door where he was standing with link and white flowers. They were roses. I smiled and kissed him. We got in the car and turned up to our favorite songs that BOTH of us new allll the words to. Times like this I loveeee.
We got to the restaurant and we ate. We talked for a longgggg time. August got out of his chair and he grabbed my hand. He led me to the garden in the back and pulled out a box. He opened.
"This is a promise ring baby,I love you so much,and I'm gonna miss you. I was gonna give it to you when you had the baby but..I think now is a better time." He said sliding the ring on my right ring finger. I smiled.
"Babyy" I said and kissed him.
"I love you" he said.
"I love you too" I said. We went home and yall know what happened,I wanted it rough....buttttt I'm pregnant sooo,he took it slow even though I insisted. Tomorrow I leave. I hated this right now. I wanted to stay with all my friends and August. This is where I belonged. With them.
~journey😈😛😭😍❤️😂😩😘😳😜
