Yns pov
After my break down yesterday, I needed to get out. I did my hygiene and put on a gray sports bra, some tight gray leggings,and my all gray roshe runs. I grabbed my water bottle and my phone. I put my hair in a ponytail and put a pink cap on,and put my long ponytail through that hole in the back. I kissed my nana on the forehead and walked out the door. I started running down the block. I ran for an hour and 15 minutes and started to go home. I drunk my water and started walking back. I stopped by the store cause I know my grandma likes twislers so I got her some,I bought me a donut,and started walking back. As soon as I got to the door a big black range pulled up and instantly I knew it was August. I stopped and he motioned his finger for me to walk to his car. I walked over and he unlocked the doors. I got in and kissed him.
"Wassup wassup" he said calmly.
"Hey" I smiled. "What are you doing" I asked.
"What are you doing me in this mini bra" he said pulling the stamps of it and letting go.
"I'm just exercising" I said.
"Mm" he hummed licking his lips. "But im taking you out" he said.
"Okay" I said,and he reached back and got a sweatshirt that said #team august,and threw it at me.
"Put this on and put on yo seat belt." He said looking at me.
"Okay daddy" I said and he stared at me. I laughed and slipped the sweat shirt on,and put on my seat belt. He looked in the mirror,and drove off. He played music and I danced to EVERY song and he just laughed.
"Yo ass crazy man" he said. I danced funny.
"I know" I said laughing. Later we went to my favorite place everrrrr. Chipotle. I don't think yall understandddd how much I love chipotle. But August does. I smiled so hard when he parked in front,and I hopped out and ran in. I heard August laughing.
"Yo you have no chill" he said walking behind me. I ran to the front,and nobody was in line. YES! I ran up to the lady and before she finished her sentence about the new shit,I cut her off.
"We have a n-" she stopped as I cut her off.
"Can I have a steak and chicken bowl" I said. she looked at me and I stared back. She finally grabbed the bowl and August shook his head at me and took out his phone. He put me on snap chat.
"Hungry ass cut the damn lady off" he said record in himself and turning it towards me before the seconds were out. I stuck out my tongue and continued telling the lady what I wanted. I finally got it and August got us each a Gatorade.
"What color baby" he said looking at me.
"Umm...blue" I said. He told the lady and we got it. We got in the car and I instantly started eating,I know I just ran,but I couldn't pass up my favorite place to eat.
"You want some?" I asked him with a mouthful"
"Nah go head enjoy" he said looking at me.
"Sure?" I asked.
"Yea baby I'm fine" he said. I don't understand boys..or men or whatever. Like most of them neverrrr eat. Like August. He could go daysss without eating. I finished and drunk my Gatorade.
"So we going to my mama house" he said. I smiled. I loved mama Sheila. We got there and I got out throwing my trash in the trash can. We walked up the stairs hand in hand and August knocked. Mama Sheila came and opened the door and she gasped. Me and August smiled. She hugged him,then me extra tight and she kissed all over me. We came in and I saw my babies.
"Auntie yn!" They said running to me. I hugged them and kneeled to their height. They touched my hair and told me about what they got from August. Later the girls went for icecream and August left with them. I was at the house when a tall chocolate man walked in mama Sheila's house. He was okay looking I guess. Mama Sheila came down in a black tight dress that looked perfect for her. She walked to him and kissed him. Oop..okay mama Sheila I see you.
"John this is Augusts girlfr-" he cut her off.
"Yn?" He smiled.
"Um..hey,who are you?" I asked kind of Rudely.
"Yn,it's m-me you dad" he grinned.
"What?" I asked.
"You look just the same" he stated still grinning.
"Your crazy" I said.
"Jonathan what is going on" she asked.
"I didn't tell you,but I had a daughter,and Yn is her" he said. I stared him.
"So..if your my dad,when was I born?" I asked making sure.
"1998,your 17" he said.
"So what was my moms name?" I asked.
"Diana" he said. I stared at him.
"So your the bogus ass nigga who left my mama cause you didn't wanna take care of your child?" I asked walking towards him in a mean tone.
"Yn,times were hard Yn,you don't understand" he said.
"They were for my mom too,she had to carry me 9 months without your presence,and stress over you, o could've turned out retarded because of you,you put all that stress on my mama." I said.
"I'm sorry Yn" I was ready to cry. To just burst out in tears. I started to cry.
"Sorry? All my life I've been without you..17 almost 18 years,all this time my nana had to take care of me,because my mom died,and you didn't come back for me. Your a sorry ass nigga,you are NOT my dad!" I yelled. "I hate you" I said and mama Sheila just looked at him. She slapped him so hard,that he stumbled back.
"Get out,we done,you dead beat ass nigga" she said as she opened the door and dragged him. Right then august pulled up with the girls and they ran in the house he walked to me and hugged me. He wiped my tears.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked. I sniffed.
"That's my so called father" I said. His jaw dropped and he instantly starting beating John up. I watched as I wanted to say no but I hated John,I hated him. Mama Sheila pulled him off as free a while.
"Ion know why you would leave somebody as special as Yn" he said.
August drove me home. When we got there I unbuckled my seat belt,and grabbed my stuff.
"Okay baby" he said.
"Alright" I said hopping out the car and walking to the house.
I got in the house and showered. My nana was cooking and I had a lot to think about. I wanted a dad so bad until now,at least not mine.
I want a dad who actually cares,and that is actually sorry about leaving,and one that would've made an effort to find me. He didn't,it's just a coincidence that mama Sheila was dating him.
I didn't know why God was treating me like this and putting all this drama in my life. I hated god right now to be honest. I truly hated him.
~journey😍😭💀😂😩
