Racing for Keeps

Chapter 19

My body was on fire....

Not the bad kind, like the spiking a fever kind.. No, this was different.  This fire was the kind that's ignited by the person you love worshiping you like he never wants to let go; like your his most prized possession.  Every nerve ending in my body was electrified.  Every cell ready to burst with the pleasure I was feeling so deep inside me I almost wished it could consume me.  So much so that I'd wished I could stay in this constant state of euphoria forever.

Rough, callused hands gently traced my skin as soft lips gently sucked on places that he'd come to learn drove me crazy.  My reaction so visceral I didn't even know I was capable of feeling this way.  His groans of pleasure sparking something that laid dormant for months.  The desire pooling in his darkened eyes as he covered every inch of my body with his lips, stopping to nip and suck my most intimate parts.  Deep, throaty moans escaping into the otherwise silent room as he continued to ravish me like we hadn't been making up for lost time for days.

It had been several more weeks since Shawn took me on our day trip to Red Rocks and on the Pink Jeep Tour.  In that time, I'd had multiple brain scans, full body scans, and increased the intensity of both my physical and mental therapy.  After long deliberation from my medical team, I was finally cleared for all physical activity. 

All physical activity....

Shawn and I had decided to wait several more days after I'd been cleared before we attempted the deeper intimacy we both craved.  Part of him was scared he'd be too rough with me given the time that had passed.  He started to treat me like a porcelain doll; refusing to touch me with more than gentle caresses for fear that I'd break.  It had ultimately led to an unfortunate fight in which he spent time at the rental house while I'd spent time with Emma in our hotel room at the clinic. 

After talking through his concerns and agreeing to take things slow, we'd finally fumbled our way through our first time in so long.  It was chaotic and slow, so much like a first time would be; and in a way it felt like a first time all over again because the sexual desire we'd had for one another had almost fizzled out due to my health.

Once we'd figured out what I could and couldn't handle, we couldn't keep our hands off each other.  We'd locked ourselves in my room and attempted to more than make up for lost time.

Which brings us to now.  Our anniversary.  After a wonderful dinner at a restaurant far away from the clinic, Shawn had surprised me with booking a room at his resort for the night.  The soft, warm glow of the candles surrounding us illuminated our skin as we moved with one another further igniting the flame inside us. 

"God Camila... is missed you so fucking much" he hummed over my wet heat as he devoured me like it was his last meal.  The pressure building so intensely inside me I almost ripped the sheets as I clung to them.  "Let me hear you baby" he whispered as my moans filled the air.  We have no shame.  Nothing to hide anymore.  When you both had near death experiences, all the things you used to worry about just seemed so minuscule.

"Fuckkk Shawn" I cried as I climaxed.  Stars filling my vision as he kissed his way up my body before finally meeting my lips.  His warm skin hovering over me, covering me like a sexy, muscular blanket as he gave me time to recover.

Within minutes I was ready for him.  His erection already gently rubbing against my slick folds.  His whispered words of adoration and love filling my ears as breathy moans escaped my lips.  God I missed this... I missed this so much.

"I love you baby" I whispered as he cradled my head in one had and my hip in another.  "I love you too beautiful" he replied as our bodies became one.  The relief almost instant as he slowly thrust into me.  Wrapping myself around him, I dug my fingers into his back, my feet into his hips, egging him on.  The pleasure all consuming as his lips left mine and our eyes met.

"Are you okay?" Shawn asked as his hips drove into me a little quicker.  "Yes" I moaned as I tried to wrap myself tighter around him, trying to reinforce that I was in a complete state of bliss.  My body arching as he thrusted deeper, soft whimpers leaving my lips as I reveled in the feeling of Shawn and I losing ourselves in each other.

"Please babe, please don't stop" I begged as his name became a soft chant.  Realizing I was getting closer to the peak; the precipitous of losing all control and surrendering to him, Shawn flipped us over and drove into me from below as I rode him into oblivion. 

God my body ached in all the best ways possible.  My loving boyfriend looking up at me like I was the only thing in the world as his own primal groans mixed with mine.  "Holy hell Mila, that's it baby. Let go.  Cum for me baby," he encouraged me as his hands found purchase on my hips, his fingertips digging into my skin.     

"Oh god Shawn... mmmmm..." I moaned as the fired built inside me, white hot heat ready to explode.  I came so hard as he continued to drive into me before reaching his own climax.  Our breaths heavy as he slid out and cuddled me to his side.

"That was amazing" he whispered as his lips nipped at my ear lob.  "Yes it was baby" I groaned as I tried to catch my breath as he continued his gentle assault on my skin; sparks reigniting as I palmed his throbbing cock.  His own moans filled the air as I guided him back to my wet heat.  The feeling of him filling me so deeply, mind numbingly so, I couldn't hold back the loud moan that left my lips.

Shawn was giving me everything; showing me how much he loved me between the whispered words of love in my ear.  I couldn't help but to reciprocate as he thrust into me slow and deep. 

God if heaven wasn't in his arms while we made love.... I don't know what is.

As we both reached the peak together, we collapsed against each other in a sweaty, exhausted mess of kisses and tangled limbs.

Making up for lost time had been going better than expected, and just when I thought I couldn't love him any more than I already do, Shawn Mendes continued to give me countless reasons (and orgasms) to keep on living.

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First update in a longgg time!  Hope this helped make up for it!  Let me know what you think :)