Now I was barely seventeen with a pocket full of hope
Screamin', dollar and a dream with my closet lookin' broke
And my nigga's lookin' clean, gettin' caught up with that dope
Have you ever served a fiend with a pocket full of soap?
Nigga I can tell...
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"I hate this."
"I think we actually have fun together."
I glared at her and rolled my eyes. She's trying to be funny because she knows that I hate this. It's not fair for them to make this happen. All because of one mistake. I'm damn near grown and they got me being babysat. I made a mistake and i've learned from it, what more do they want?
"Watching tv at night isn't having fun." I mumbled and picked at my food. That's all we do, watch tv together and after that, it's back to bull shit. Honestly I don't get why Mami makes her watch me when she isn't even in town. "You know you don't have to watch me when Mamita isn't here..."
"That's when she really wants me to. So ha ha. You can't get rid of me...bitch." She whispered the last part and I flicked her off. Always saying something extra.
"Solo mátame."
"Dáme el cuchillo."
I squinted my eyes while sliding the knife over and she chuckled. Literally always playing. She takes nothing serious and i'm so close to punching her in her smiley face. Not even joking. If I say something indicating that i'm bothered, she's gonna smile. But any other time she has this resting bitch face that makes her look sexy.
Just as I finished eating, Alex walked through the door. I'm sure he has the biggest say so in this. He makes all the moves. Have been since Papa died, since he was old enough to take over things. Just because he's the oldest, he thinks that he has to do everything when Mama is gone. Ever since we were little he's been like that. Nappy headed freak.
"How's it going?"
"Cuesta abajo. Listo para terminar con todo."
"Suck it up nina. It's for your protection. Don't think of it as us keeping tabs on you. What you did really put you in danger so we have to make sure you can do what you want and be safe at the same time. I promise it's not to be annoying or anything."
I rolled my eyes because I understand, just don't want to admit it.
"Come on. We're going to do drops." Beyoncé put her plate in the sink before grabbing a paper towel. Drops? Hell no. I watched her walk away and put my plate away. I'm not going anywhere with her today. She's trying to be out all night and if i'm not doing what I want, I don't want to do anything. Plus, drops are annoying and they take soooo long. We'll be sitting at one house for an hour if we have to. "Onika, bring your ass."
I groaned and walked slowly to my room. She just needs to leave me. That would make my day. I don't get why I have to go with her because i'm staying home all day. It's pointless. What can I get into if i'm at home?
