Immortal

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I feel bad.

Onika will not speak to me and she's been staying in the house to avoid me. Just because I was locked up doesn't mean I stop looking after her. I still have to be beside her wherever she goes, outside of the house. The girls have been by twice and she didn't leave with them not once. Because she knows that I have to go with her.

It wasn't my intention to make her upset, I just didn't want to express my liking for her. I don't want to go any further and get her hopes up.

She isn't old enough.

I know I stress that enough, but it has to be known. That's the only reason i'm holding back on her. If she was 18, and had been that age for a minute, we would've been closer. And that's just the truth. I don't want anyone to think that i'm messing around with a little girl. That's never something i'll do.

Even though I feel terrible, I refuse to go against what I said. I'll deal with her silence until she gets over it.

"Onika get ready to go." I knocked on her door and got nothing. So I walked in. She was asleep in the bed and I went to shake her.

"Don't touch me. I heard you."

"Well reply next time and maybe I won't come in."

"Get out."

"Get up and then i'll get out. I'm not about to do this nit pick shit with you."

She tossed the cover off and sat up in the bed. Gesturing for me to get out. I huffed lowly before going, closing her door behind me. After that night, I tried with her again. She called me everything...in spanish. And that made it so much more harsh.

"She still acting like that?" Alex hit the corner and I nodded. They know she's acting this way, but doesn't know why. She's made it known that I better not tell them a thing. So I won't.

Her being mad is harder than she thinks. Me picking with her at first was fun because we didn't have this feeling then. She was just my brothers ex and I was watching her. But the more i've been around her, the more i've learned that she's an amazing person.

"She'll chill. She just don't want nobody watching her. But she don't have no choice. The way Blo was just comfortable to sit in the car with her, hell no. He know that she too polite and won't be mean. We can't take no chances." He grabbed his keys before dapping me up. "Ight i'll see y'all later. I got a girl to go chill out. If she trip about going to work....just threaten to call Ma. She'll chill."

"Alright." I'm not gonna do that, I got it myself if she don't chill. Onika know that i'm not gonna let her get her way with much. So hopefully she calms down before we go.

Alex left out and I went upstairs to start getting ready. Undressing and preparing to get in the shower because sitting in a car to sell drugs isn't something I want to do without being fresh.