Now I was barely seventeen with a pocket full of hope
Screamin', dollar and a dream with my closet lookin' broke
And my nigga's lookin' clean, gettin' caught up with that dope
Have you ever served a fiend with a pocket full of soap?
Nigga I can tell...
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I've been throwing up for a minute now. Bey is sound asleep and i'm pouring my guts out into the toilet. This shit is annoying. A bitch not even showing and going through shit already. I was so close to catching an attitude.
The bathroom door opened as I was flushing the toilet and Bey came in. She had a scrunched face like she was adjusting to the light before walking behind me resting her head on my shoulder. I rinsed my mouth and washed my hands before lifting her head up.
"Go back up sleep." I pecked her cheek and pulled her out the bathroom. She got up way too late. I'm done now.
"How do you feel?"
"Annoyed."
"What you want me to do? Make you something?"
"No i'm fine. I think I threw up because I ate those marshmallows earlier." I mumbled as we laid down under the covers. She wrapped securely around me and kissed my shoulder.
"My princess is gonna be so beautiful."
"I thought I was princess." I grumbled some trying not to sound so jealous. She gave me that name around when we first met. Back when she was such a bitch to me. I still like it though.
"You are.... my ladybug is gonna be so beautiful."
I chuckled at the name and held her arm tight. She was softly rubbing across my stomach as we went back to sleep. We've been sleeping like this since we found out I was pregnant.
Her excitement only builds the excitement inside of me. I'm ready to see her as a parent so bad. I really think it's gonna provide us with a change for the better.
"I'm a month and a half today." I smiled eating my cookies and Bey took a picture of her and my belly. She's gonna keep that going until she's taking a picture with the baby. I'm excited for this journey. Although I have my moments of being upset, it only lasts a little amount of time.
"I saw something that said it's not safe to have sex while pregnant."
"Girl shut up. You fucking me." That's a must. I be feeling so much more horny now. Hormones running around and shit. So damn insane.
"If it's not good for the baby-"
"Stop reading shit." If that's true, we're gonna ignore that. I can't go without her dick, that's like torture. She already been holding back for whatever reason. Let me find out it's because she reading stuff. "We have a doctors appointment tomorrow." I informed her. She looked at me and I poked her nose offering a cookie. I'm always being mean about my snacks, I can at least share this one time.
"I'm good...How imma go? I'm not missing out on shit so don't say i'm staying." Well....
