Now I was barely seventeen with a pocket full of hope
Screamin', dollar and a dream with my closet lookin' broke
And my nigga's lookin' clean, gettin' caught up with that dope
Have you ever served a fiend with a pocket full of soap?
Nigga I can tell...
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Erica wanted to go to a pool today. It took a lot of convincing since i'm fat and pregnant, but i'm here. I don't plan on getting in any type of water though. Being five months is like the peak of the pregnancy when shit starts to get real. Like we can finally get the gender and then the baby will start moving more. I'm actually scared for it all though.
I don't know if i'm even mentally prepared for this. Physically neither. I'm constantly being told that i'm small and the baby will rip me a lot. That's scary! Made me wonder if I could request a c-section. But then there's things that come with that. It's never a win win.
"No creo que las chicas estén contentas con nosotros." Erica whispered at me and I looked up. Cici, and Amala were on their way towards us. We didn't really invite everyone because we didn't know if we were actually going. But we did text them when we made it.
"We making secret plans now?" Amala sat next to me and rubbed my belly. I rolled my eyes at her dramatics while eating my food. I've just been eating this whole time. Bey is in the water with my brothers so, fuck it. I'm hungry.
"Amala can you buy me some wings?" I dug in my purse for some money and handed her a twenty dollar bill. She didn't protest and walked away already knowing what I would want.
"You've been eating since we got here nina." Erica chuckled and I shrugged my shoulders. Now I got something for her to do. I held out money with a smile and she rolled her eyes taking it. I've been trying to get her to get me a slushy since we got here. Finally she goes.
Cici was left and I noticed her taking her covering off. I guess she's about to swim.
"Don't ask me for anything because i'm finna-"
"Nobody was asking you for shit anyways."
"Whatever." She threw the covering in my face and dived into the water. Swear she lucky I can't move quick enough how I want to. Would've been smacked the shit outta her.
Erica came back with my slushy and Amala brought my wings. It made me happy that they both came at the same time. I was about to fuck this shit up.
When I started dancing in my seat, they both froze with handing me my stuff. My whole face fell because why are they playing with me? I'm about to tell my baby on them.
"Beeeyyy!!!!"
"Girl." They gave it to me and I snatched it. That's what they get, wanna play. Bey already don't like them like that, so they better play nice. Fuck.
"What's wrong mama?!" She yelled from across the pool and I couldn't even say anything because my mouth was full. "Princess!"
I hadn't looked up because I was still finishing my nachos too. She gotta wait. It's just hitting so hard right now. Baby started to move some, it was good as fuck.
