i can't do this anymore
i need to know if it happens to you too
i need to know why it happens to me
we were never a thing
there was never hope for us in the past
theres no future for US
but still
i get this feeling
i hear certain sounds
or i see certain places
or i hear a song
and all i can think about is you
you make constant appearances in my life in the littlest ways
i cant escape it
and i need to
because this pit in my stomach will not go away
this feeling that i need you in my life
and i know i can never have you
and i can live with that but
i cant live with these constant reminders of a life that could never have been but has always been sought after
i know you dont care
i know you havent for a while now
but i need to know
do you ever have those reminders that just hurt your soul
tell me you do and that im not alone
because i cant do this anymore
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my aeipathy: a collection of writing pieces
Poetrya collection of thoughts and emotions put into writing that have built up over time
