my aeipathy: a collection of writing pieces

four weeks

i don't know how
i'm still going
it's been four weeks
i just want to sleep
maybe not forever
but right now
that sounds appealing
its been four weeks
i thought things would
sort themselves out
i'm stuck right now
there's a hole in my life
and i can't get out
its been four weeks
nothings helping
i cry myself to sleep
i don't know
have i ever been happy
its been four weeks
i should be happy
my life has been good
but a piece is still missing
my life is still moving
i dont know how
but i'm still going
its been four weeks
and i refuse to give up
if i cry every night
so what?
im still moving
my heart's still beating
its been four weeks
my plan is failing
im living in the moment
even if it's not always happy
my day to day is simply existing
but so what?
i don't know how
but i will keep going
i find myself staring
i'll get there eventually
but its been four weeks
and eventually is fading
so for now i'll wait
i'll watch and learn
life is still going
there are lessons to learn
its been four weeks
and i'm still going
i dont know how
but my world won't stop
revolving