Chapter 19

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“What are you doing here?” my mom questioned as she crossed her arms, leaning onto the door frame. I took in her appearance, her normally perfectly styled hair was in a messy bun; She was still clad in a white tank top and purple pajama pants. I took a deep breath, attempting to keep my cries at a bare minimum.

“I’m… sorry,”I choked back a sob, “I wasn’t scared before… But I’m really scared now… Mom, I have no idea what to do anymore,” her hard glare subsided before her facial features softened and she closed her eyes and shook her head slowly.

“The bastard left you pregnant with his kids, didn’t he?” I slowly shook my head to say no as she opened her eyes back up.

“I…umm… I left him,” her eyes widened in shock as she looked at me before pulling me into a tight hug. We didn’t say a word, she just ran her fingers through my hair and seemed that we were having an actual “mother- daughter” moment. All too quickly she pulled away and held me arm’s length away.

“Come on, you’re a mess and it’s time for me to act like a real mom for once,” She motioned for me to come inside and as I was picking up my bags, she quickly stopped me and then added, “I got this, for you. You don’t need to be lifting things that are THAT heavy,” I slowly nodded my head; I was too tired to fight with her anymore. She directed me to sit down on the couch and she turned off the show that she was watching, Maury, I think? Well that’s kind of ironic. She sat across from me and waited for me to tell her what happened.

“he didn’t believe that they are actually his kids, mom…” I paused and held back my tears again, “he thought they… Were Wills…” Once again she pulled me into a hug.

“Oh honey…Obviously Harry is just another stupid boy who will listen to anyone. But you really need to go and talk everything out with him,” I quickly shook my head ‘no’

“NoNoNo, I can’t do that. Just no, I’m not gonna go back to him. If he doesn’t believe it anymore then why should I care anymore?” god, I probably sounded like one of those annoying chicks in the fan fictions who gets cheated on by the “love of their life” with some stank ass whore.

“Fine, but you’re really going to regret it when you’re kids get curious as to why they don’t have a daddy like all the other kids at preschool,” And then she added quietly,“I know I did…” My ears perked up at those quiet words of hers.

“Who’s my dad?” She slowly released her air.

“I suppose it’s about time I told you… The whole story,” I nodded my head, telling her to go on, “Do you remember Ryan?”

“yeah… And I remember that he left and you never told me where he went,” She awkwardly smiled at me and with that I knew it, “HE WAS MY DAD?! Why didn’t you ever tell me?!

"You're old enough to know the whole story..." She paused before starting again, "I know i wasn't the best mom for the past couple years but thisis besides the point... I kept a lot of things from you. So I guess here goes nothing...

He was 17 when I was 15 and i got pregnant with you. He promised to be there the whole time and that when I was 18 he would marry me...During this time he turned 18 and my parents kicked me out so we started living together... and i dropped out of school just for you," She supressed her tears and continued speaking,

"When I turned 18 we started fighitng, like a lot. Right before we were supposed to get married he just got up, left and never came back. And randomly my parents, your grandparents, came back and were helping me with you. I'm so sorry for keeping you away from them for so long..."

"I haven't seen them in over ten years..." I murmurred.

"And I'm sorry for that," she looked me in the eye, "Now let me finish my story for you." I couldn't help but to grin at her choice of words. "Now letsw skip to when you were seven.

Ryan came back into our life and a few months in, my parents left again so it was just us and Ryan. He left again when I made him leave because I found out that when he left the 1st time he had gotten married to this amazing woman who didn't deserve to be cheated on. And now we're here..."She ended her story and i kind of regretted letting her tell me.But now I knew that my mom and I really weren't that much different. I now knew that she only did what she did about Harry just a mere few months ago was because she was just trying to look out from me and protect me from the same thing that hsppened to her.

"Mom..." I pulled her into another hug and pulled her as close as i could, including that I was 6 months pregnant and with twins. She pulled away and took a look at my stomach.

"Goddamn, how far along are you now?"

"Twenty-six weeks," I paused to think about ther due date, "I'm due on february 21..." She smiled hugely.

"I'm gonna be a grandma..." and with that she giggled like a school girl, "I'm going to spoil them rotten. When are you going to find out the gender?" I shrugged.

"In don't know. I think I'll just go in blind and find out when they come."

~~Louis' PoV~~

Harry was actually crying. He never cried over just anything. This completely changed him. I'll admit it, he kind of was asking for it when he basically accused her of cheating and lying. The second she walked out the door, he rushed the rest of the lads out but made me stay. Right now, he had moved to the living room couch and was still staring intently at the ring.

"I was going to ask her to marry me today..." he broke the silence.

"I know, Harry." I patted his back, "I know."

"Y'know I didn't actually believe the kids weren't mine. It's just I don't know..."

"Then why'd you do what you just fucking did!" I know he is basically my best mate but the fact that he was so boneheaded.

"I- I don't know... Just Will said and..."

"Will? Will who?"

"Alli's ex boyfriend... Well I guess that I'm her ex now... but the guy she dated before me..." My blood boiled.

"You listened to her fucking boyfriend?! God you're so stupid!" He kept quiet and I just stormed out of the room, taking out my phone and sending Alli a text.

To: Alli O'Malley

Please talk to harry. I love both of you but you are both boneheads!

She replied almost instantly.

From: Alli O'Malley

No.

i groaned at her response but knew that I would need to get contacted with the Devil's mistress to get them to make up. I got a plan and it all starts when we go to New York for MSG... I walked back to the living room and plopped down beside him.

"Look Harry, I am yours and also Alli's friend, I just don't want either of you being so hurt."

"I know... I'm stupid and it's all my fault..." With that said, his phone instantly went off, he looked at the caller id, growning once he read the name. "Hello?" Pause, "yeah... We did... Barely an hour ago. Wait how did you find out?" He paused then scoffed, "A 'secret' source? you are hilarious!" Paused, "okay so what are you implying that you want me to do?" The other voice made him stop one last time, "DATE TAYLOR SWIFT!?"

Um what the hell is going on?

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