Gotta Be You (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 20

A/N hello diamonds! Okay so since I'm at Disney world for the 1st time ever! (Yes it's as magical as everyone says) and the lines are extremely long, and so was the drive from Texas I decided to write this chapter for y'all while I wait! I hope y'all enjoy it and y'all's spring break! Comment and vote and everything for the next chapter! Don't care how many votes just vote!  

OH YEAH. Chapter 21 babai! If this story was a really person... It'd be able to drink! Ah.... It's growing up so fast! 

<3Juless

"Jas... I really don't wanna go to New York this weekend," I defended as she loaded my things into the cab, obviously she wasn't listening to me, again.

"We haven't had a girl's night since august or september or whatever. I don't even know anymore. I just know that ever since you and Harry did the whole split I've barely seen my BFF because nearly instantly Zayn sweetly flew me out to london for the week to meet his family and everything. I even saw the boys and har..." She slowly stopped talking when she realised she was saying too much. I began to play on my phone and nearly instantly she snatched it from my hand and put it into her purse. "No phones at all for you. Not on the plane, not in New York, not at all."

"Fine..." I was defeated and I didn't feel the need to fight her on any of her tactics of today.

"Now get in the car you old, pregnant fart!" She yelled jokingly as she slid in. I followed suit and waved back to my mom who was standing at the front door tosee me off.

Over the past few weeks her and I have become so much closer and we weren't always after eachother's throats. She went with me to my doctor's appointments and she helped a tremendous amount. I learned things about her that I never even bothered to know. She helped me to decide if I should find out the name of the babies, we agreed that I should just let it be a surprise. She met this guy, Lucas and he seemed really nice and they have gone on quite a few weeks and I could tell that she was really happy with him. Butwe did become closer and for once it felt nice to have an actual mom again.

"Have you talked or seen Louis recently?" Jas randomly piped up.

"Yeah, him and Liam dropped by the house a few days later and before they went back to England."

"Oh. Did they say anything about ummm... He Who Shalln't Be Named?" I nodded my head 'no' and tried to keep my pregnancy hormones inside. "Okay, good." She began twiddling her fingers and she was uncomfortably wiggling in the seat beside me. She was hiding something from me, she always did that if she was nervous about something and she couldn't tell me.

"What are you hiding from me?"

"Nothing!" She snapped and began to look intently at her phone. Well then, no need to be rude. We then sat in silence the whole drive to the airport.

Maybe if I wasn't pregnant the whole break up thing would've been easier. Maybe nothing would've ever happened between Harry and I. He's probably out with models and shit while I'm left with the responsibilty of raising HIS kids. Just three more months... I can make it that long. Three more months until they come. Three more months till I'm a Mo- Holy shit. I'm going to be a mom. i'm going to have kids. I'm only 18. How the hell am I going to do this alone?

And with those thoughts, I cried, and I completely broke down. Jas took her attention from her phone and pulled me into a hug.Well attempted to, it was more of a side hug because of the seatbelts.

"Shh... Everything's gonna be alright..." She murmurred to me as she gave me a reassuring hand on my back. It didn't help.I just started crying more.

"I-I can't d-d-do tha-a-at...I'm-m r-r-r-really s-scared..." I began to mumble a jumble of words as I cried and she just tried to calm me down. Finally after I calmed down and rubbed my eyes, i found the mascarato be running down my cheeks. "Well shit... I'm an emotional wreck..."