Namjoon POV:
"F..four times... I'm sorry..." Jin said in a low tone hugging himself.
No...no he can't possibly...I couldn't get it out of my head and I kept my eyes onto his emotionless face. This is why he didn't smile.
"Do you have any drugs at home..?" I asked moving my hands from his neck down to his arms.
He gave me a slight nod but didn't respond. I felt really bad for Jin. What made him this way?.. What could he have been lacking in?.. I can't lose you..
I asked another question a couple seconds after to find out the right information. "Were they used for suicidal purposes...?.."
KSJ- "Yes..."
I took a deep breath and laid my head down onto his chest. I was anxious and worried at the same time.
"Jin..."
I lowered him as he looked above at me I looked below at him. I decided to pin my elbows alongside him and hugged him tightly.
"When were you going to tell me?.."
I didn't hear him talk at all after that. I tried to comfort him as best as I could. I needed to know what was bothering him. I got off of him after that and helped him up.
"Jin.. did your parents ever.. hurt you." I sounded more serious to him and I held his face.
"Yeah...Today.. I woke up and they were smoking...when I went to go give my dad some coffee.. I think I messed up... h-he spilt the coffee on my jacket..but that isn't the whole story..."
I nodded and moved one hand from his face and rubbed his shoulder at the same time still trying to spark something in him. Nothing was working though.. no matter what I do... I don't understand.
"I can't let you go home..." I told him as he blinked a couple times looking into my eyes.
"I can't stay... they'll kill me if they don't see me soon..." I heard Jin mutter.
"..They obviously don't love you Jin, that's why I'm here.. to give you comfort.. that's why I can't let you leave.. because I may not see you again." I told him holding his hand. "I'm the one who loves you.. and only you Jin.."
"I wouldn't dare to see you this sentimental.."
Jin POV:
I listened to his reassuring words every time. But I can't keep hold on myself.. my parents.. they're so damn bad.. I can't do anything about it..
I rested my head down and leaned towards Namjoon's chest. I do need you... I wanted to cry.. but I couldn't so I decided to wrap my arms around him and into a hug.
"T..thank you.."
I lifted my head and finally led go of him trying to feel better. I knew that if I went back it'll be hell again and again.
"My parents will be upset if I don't return...they might not let me go out anymore."
Namjoon licked his lips nervously in a deep thought with his hand over mines. "If you can't stay.. return to them. Then tell me how it went tomorrow, promise?"
"I promise."
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Help me ||Namjin|| ff
FanfictionKSJ- "I did everything wrong." KNJ-"I don't care, I'll do whatever it takes." Jin has fallen into depression and Namjoon tries his best to help him. KSJ- KIM SEOKJIN KNJ- KIM NAMJOON ... Warnings: ⚠️Don't plagiarize⚠️ ⚠️suicidal thoughts⚠️ ⚠️self h...