Poetry🥀

Poetry III

We had those nights and days,
Our laughs and smiles.
We had those voice messages and deep talks.
We had all
But all too much..
I had you and thought I knew,
But now, you don't seem like you.
I had those feelings they were so new,
But still you never knew.
And then you shattered my heart into 1000 parts,
All of a sudden,
No way to prepare.
I cried and asked "why?" so many times.
It was everything but all too much.
I knew but still I was shocked,
You threw me out of your heart.
Did you tho?
How can I know?
It's awkward when we are around.
I thought you said the truth, always,
But when I found out, you didn't seem like you.
"Wow", I thought, "good to know."
I fell for a lying bitch, how?!
I wanted to hurt you, just like you did,
But in the end, I just confronted you with it.
You tried to explain but my trust was gone,
Still I couldn't hate you and so on.
My heart is so god damn hurt,
But I see it in your eyes,
If you could, you would turn back the time.
Hey, guess wat?
Same!
I wish your picture would fit in your frame
But I am hurt and I need time,
I question you because you lied
Lied right to my fucking face.
How could you do that?!
I wish I could feel your embrace
But only thinking about it makes me want to slap your face.
Like back then, when it was just for a play,
When we weren't playing this dangerous game.
Last night we called, late at night
And honestly,
My heart felt alive.
But if you won't come to explain or excuse,
Then I can no longer be your muse.
Not that I ever was but hey,
Hope dies last.
Honestly, I wish I could go back to our past
But my time runs out way too fast.
I wish I could tell,
But I don't know if you would take it well.
So I sit and stare,
Right into this little square.
Yes it's my phone I'm talking about,
You got me addicted, are you proud?
I'm waiting for your texts every day and night,
Asking myself all the time if this is right.
You seem like the one for me
And I hope this is no dream
But if it is, don't wake me
Because I know it'll break me.
I'm pretty sure this feeling which we never called by it's name,
Has never been in me before you came.
But what if you leave?
Will it be replaced by tears or grief?
Honestly, I don't wanna find out,
I wanna be with you, come on!
Let's make memories, let's be LOUD!

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So erstes Mal was auf Englisch...
Grammatik ist absolut nicht am Start, aber ich hoffe ihr könnt drüber hinweg sehen XD