A blooming mind

BETRAYAL

My friends throwing black roses

At my coffin,

I was a widow on her own funeral.

My heart and yours were a fitted piece,

Yet you gripped it, scratch it with your claws until you made it bleed.

Put on a crown of my bones,

My hands wrapped in thorns.

You killed me when I thought we finally reached the shore,

But ocean was blood,

And you pulled me down,

So deep I couldn't see the light.

I don't understand,

I was loyal, kind and your perfect girl,

But you just threw me,

Not bothering to tell me why.

So I cried myself to sleep,

And shed tears of despair,

Every inch of my body was suffering in pain,

Scars covering my wrists,

But you never looked at me.

Oh, poor me who believed on your lies!

They treat you like you're holy,

But they never saw you sin.

You buried me alive,

Put my body on a grave that wasn't mine,

You set my heart on fire,

And dig a hole on my soul.

Agony was eating me,

While roses made you blind.

Darkness filled my eyes,

I regretted every memory I had with you,

You put me in this misery because you never loved me in the first place.

Oh, poor Jesus who's carrying your sins,

Crucified in the wall of a church,

Holy water was blood at his feet.

I hope that you burn in hell,

That you break the same way I did,

That you die the same way you killed me,

That the damage you get is enough for me to breathe.