Coming For The Crown

Nineteen

There are so many questions, after all we are going to get married either we like it or not. It will be better though, if I'm someone I can learn to love or like him. What does he think of me? I look down at myself, there is nothing special about me. I have a light curve in the waist, but my chest makes up for it; my breast is on the larger size. My muscles are showed more, I look more bowler because of that. 

I take a deep breath and knock on the door in front of me, I hear movement. I smile and look at the door, "Go on." I hear whispered. I know the person who whispered is Elliot, Amara must be walking again. That is amazing! I hear the doorknob start to turn; I look at the door crack waiting to see a little girl opening it. I slowly look down and see the little girls face, "Amara! You're walking!" I gasp out and I see the smile on her face brighten up. She opens the all the way; I walk up to her and pick her up. I give her a hug and hugs me back tighter. I look to see Elliot smiling at me, I can imagine this.

Elliot holding a baby, Amara hugging me tight, all of us smiling. Elliot kissing me after a long day as Queen. Him telling how much me loves me and the family we created. How I can imagine this happening, I can almost see Amara being a good big sister. I can see her smiling at a baby or a toddler. Her trying to play with them, I can imagine it all. I can see me holding a baby while checking on Elliot. Oh, what I would give to see that come real. 

I walk over to the bed, still holding Amara. I sit down and put her in my lap, she is smiling so bright. "You might be able to go outside soon!" I start to tickle her, making her laugh and lean to the side I'm tickling. I look at Elliot and see he is shaking her head at us while smiling. I stop tickling her and lean my head to whisper to her, "I think your daddy, needs some love." I whisper loud enough for him to hear. We are looking at each other, Amara is looking at her dad as well. This is the times where I do wonder what would happen if me and Havery would still be dating. Would I be this close with Amara or Elliot?

She jumps down from my lap and runs to her dad; he picks her put and kisses her everywhere on her face. She is giggling so hard; I smile at these two. I shake my head thinking about how her grandparents could do that, how they could hurt the little girl that has done nothing wrong. I still have one thing I want to figure out about their family. I will ask him eventually, but I am not letting that get in our way. I do need to talk to Elliot though, after all we only have 2 weeks left until the final decision.

I will wait until daddy daughter time is done before I say anything. I know how important that time is, special as a daddy's girl. "Princess Eleanor, can I talk to you alone?" I look at Amara, then at Elliot trying to ask if he knows what this is about. He looks at me and shakes his head, I look back at Amara. "Sure, sweetie." I say while holding my hand so we could go outside int he hall together. She takes and leads me out, I am almost scared of what she is about the say.

We get out in the hall; I bend down to talk to her. She is still smiling, maybe nothing is wrong. "What did you want to talk about?" I ask her with a soft smile. She smiles back before looking down at the ground. "I want to know," there is a quiet pause, "can I call you just Eleanor?" She mumbles out, almost like she is afraid of my reaction. Her head is down at the floor and is playing with her fingers. 

I smile at the angle like human in front of me, I lift up her shin with my index finger. She is looking in my eyes, as I am looking into hers'. "You can call me whatever you like." She smiles at me, showing me missing tooth and all the other baby teeth. "Thank you, Elean!" She thanks as she gives me a huge and tight hug. We hug more a minute before we decide to walk back into the room. 

Elliot is standing up as although he knows what I was going to ask. Amara sits on the bed, while Elliot looks at me. "Eleanor, can I speak with you?" He asks, I nod my head before we walk out into the hallway. Elliot holds the door open for me, I walk out then he walks out closing the door be hide him. "I wanted to mention this because of everything." He lets out a sigh, while pointing to the door. His arms slowly comes down to his side, he looks at me. "Eleanor, you don't have to say yes. We could have more time; we partially didn't have any time together through this whole thing. So, I don't except an answer." He says while going over to lean on the wall. I can see that he wants an answer but doesn't want to rush. 

I stare at the man in front of me, trying to figure out what is going through his mind. I won't know even if I tried to understand what goings on. That is mind, no one else could understand it. Expect for him. "My answer..." I pause thinking truly of what my answer could be. I know what it will be, "You have to wait two weeks to find out." I say with smirk, making him shake his head. He laughs while shaking his head. I join in, little did he know my answers is going to be yes.